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Aug 4, 2018
I hope this doesn't come across as bragging. If it does and it makes people feel bad then I apologise.

I've had the opportunity to be intimate with someone this evening, and he really took the time to make sure I was okay and stuff. We were out for drinks and he got me a soft drink to ease me out of my drunkenness. He listened to me talk about this site (although I only mentioned it in passing) and my desire to CTB (again, only a brief mention), and he showed concern but was respectful about it. Might have given me a bit of a pep talk but it wasn't patronising and he held me.

I wish I had this kind of understanding and compassion on a daily basis. It hasn't stopped my desire to CTB but it makes things feel a bit better as you can imagine.

If only it were socially acceptable to cuddle everyone.
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Super duper enlightened
Sep 9, 2018
I feel this way too. Although if I really think about it I would probably only like to cuddle attractive women between the ages of 18 and 40. I'm creepy like that.
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Sep 30, 2018
I really do wish that platonic cuddles were more socially acceptable. I have partners to rely on for cuddles and it helps me get though the day but I know so many others who are touch starved who I'd love to be able to help.