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May 24, 2018
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Below is possibly the way o feel - death is such a big thing - I’m suffering mental torture but relate to the below


I don't think I have the courage to kill myself

When I think of doing it, I get scared. I'm 38 and a complete failure in every aspect of life. But because I can't get up the courage to end it, I'm just living in a way that will lead to dying quicker. My hope is that I'll die in my sleep of a heart attack or stroke or maybe pass out behind the wheel, something where it happens before I even know it, so I can't chicken out. I just want it to be over, but I don't have the guts to do anything about it. I'm dying a slow death, which I guess is the best I can expect.
 
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goggleboxers

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May 24, 2018
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Any tips on living a short life?
Smoke heavily (something i thought about like 100 packs a day but too costly) and get cancer !! Drink heavily daily (and nightly even!) and screw your liver over get sciross!! Do drugs apparently you can od on cocaine heroine you name it !!

I live such a boring life I do none of the above !!
 
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NoLifeNoPain

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Jun 17, 2018
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You die every night when you go to sleep. You already experienced what it's like to not be aware. Why are you so afraid to do it? Maybe your life is not that bad and deep down you enjoy living it. You should live in that case.​
 
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You die every night when you go to sleep. You already experienced what it's like to not be aware. Why are you so afraid to do it? Maybe your life is not that bad and deep down you enjoy living it. Y
You die every night when you go to sleep. You already experienced what it's like to not be aware. Why are you so afraid to do it? Maybe your life is not that bad and deep down you enjoy living it. You should live in that case.​
I doubt death is anything like sleeping.​
 
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NoLifeNoPain

NoLifeNoPain

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Death is probably a state of unconsciousness. Like sleeping.
 
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