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NoLifeNoPain

NoLifeNoPain

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Jun 17, 2018
1,364
This thing made me forget who I was and enjoy the present moment but it also gave me nausea and liquors taste like hot urine. How can people actually love this and do it daily? The nausea alone makes me want to kill myself right now, and what scares me is that I'll have to drink that piss again on my last day.
 
NoLifeNoPain

NoLifeNoPain

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Jun 17, 2018
1,364
Mix it with another drinks.

Or just forget it: life tastes worse than any liquor in the world.
Yeah I guess I'll just hang myself without it. I've done it before. I just need to strengthen my balls again and follow the teachings of Shia, our prophet of just doing it.
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Brokenanddeadinside

Brokenanddeadinside

Specialist
Aug 8, 2018
395
I used to be able to drink liquor straight by chugging it. When I was feeling suicidal I would chug half a bottle of gin and take pills. My body kinda hates it now from all the times I’ve blacked out and puked.
 
Oblivion

Oblivion

Specialist
Aug 2, 2018
382
well i'm waiting now for my dad and his wife to go to sleep so i can get drunk on this Smirnoff bottle that i got, also got myself roasted smoked almonds and roasted cashews plus different chocolate, one of the few joys in life.
 
Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
625
Used to drink eristoff wodka (red) straight from the bottle. Awfull for the stomach but didn't taste like piss. Mix with a redbull for better taste. Plenty of strong drinks that don't taste awfull. And since the aftermath isn't an issue ....
 
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AverageFanEnjoyer

AverageFanEnjoyer

The Hated One
Sep 26, 2021
1,972
The thing is to experiment until you find something you like. I absolutely despise beer, champagne is meh, wine gives me awful headaches but I found brandy and vodka with which I'm completely okay. Second time on vodka was awful tho. I don't really experience nausea but these effects for me are a small price to pay for the only thing that makes me feel okayish in life. When you have nothing more to lose in life and alcohol is your only refuge all these don't mater.