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AnonymousS

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Yes from the UK too. The UK has been increasingly depressing for years i think. Highly subjective obviously.
 
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Nov 11, 2021
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Also from the UK, trying to find domestically accesible methods - seems to me like the most desirable ones are more easily attained abroad.
 
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Darkover

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i'm from the uk this were i had to grow up a shithole i literally lived one minutes walk away from normanton road in derby
 
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cambrai33

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I’m leaning literally to a backward drop off of Beachy Head

Going to have a look at how it all looks this weekend, dressed up as a hiker to blend in with others up there. Need to work out the serious Si aspects of it but confident I will be able to do it
 
dumbbrain

dumbbrain

Crippling Anxiety Haver
Nov 8, 2021
78
I’m leaning literally to a backward drop off of Beachy Head

Going to have a look at how it all looks this weekend, dressed up as a hiker to blend in with others up there. Need to work out the serious Si aspects of it but confident I will be able to do it
Been to Beachy Head once before, let us know how it all goes this weekend. Wishing you the best.
 
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LionsTigersAndBears

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Oct 14, 2020
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I'm from London currently living on the south coast feel free to message me, would love to chat with anyone.
 
dumbbrain

dumbbrain

Crippling Anxiety Haver
Nov 8, 2021
78
it's hard to sleep at night when u haven't done anything all day other than sleep or stay in bed on ur phone
 
Dani_needs_this

Dani_needs_this

Member
Nov 3, 2019
9
it's hard to sleep at night when u haven't done anything all day other than sleep or stay in bed on ur phone
I completely agree, but i just have no motivation to get up and do anything anymore. Its like im slowly fading away and nobody is noticing or they dont care
 
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Itsbeenalongtime

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Nov 3, 2021
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Woke up at midnight after missing another days lectures, cant seem to find anything to do if not spending money but I have no real income so wheres that going to lead me
 
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dumbbrain

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Nov 8, 2021
78
Woke up at midnight after missing another days lectures, cant seem to find anything to do if not spending money but I have no real income so wheres that going to lead me
same here. i'm a now withdrawn uni student who spent £300 of online shopping for gifts to give his ex-girlfriend on his own birthday. sucks being a low-life huh.
 
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Itsbeenalongtime

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Nov 3, 2021
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same here. i'm a now withdrawn uni student who spent £300 of online shopping for gifts to give his ex-girlfriend on his own birthday. sucks being a low-life huh.
Im prolonging my student life as long as I can, its my 4th year at university but im actually just starting my 2nd year because I keep retaking or filing mitigating circumstances, how long can I keep this up? Plus spending £600+ on new workshop tools that I dont even have projects for just because my little parcels in the mail are the only thing bringing me joy

I also saw your message on my page but idk hw to pm, if i click on your profile it just tells me i dont have perms to view
 
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dumbbrain

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Nov 8, 2021
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Im prolonging my student life as long as I can, its my 4th year at university but im actually just starting my 2nd year because I keep retaking or filing mitigating circumstances, how long can I keep this up? Plus spending £600+ on new workshop tools that I dont even have projects for just because my little parcels in the mail are the only thing bringing me joy

I also saw your message on my page but idk hw to pm, if i click on your profile it just tells me i dont have perms to view
Technically I am under a leave of absence and due to go back next year but I will have probably CTBed by then. Also second year. And have a look at your settings, I don't have the option to message you as you probably have something in your preferences preventing so
 
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Itsbeenalongtime

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Nov 3, 2021
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Yeah I was leave of absence last year too, I used the excuse of my grandparents dying but in reality, I just couldnt cope.

Settings was my first thought too, I have 'Start conversations with you' to members only and I assume that bc we are able to post here we count as forum members? The other option would be people you follow idk that might work
 
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dumbbrain

Crippling Anxiety Haver
Nov 8, 2021
78
I used a long term breakup as an excuse which is partially true just not the ctb part.

start conversation is good, don't know why it doesn't give me the option
 
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Nxrthy

AshIsOurPurestForm✨
May 25, 2021
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I’m in my 1st year but it’s my 3rd year at uni (withdrawn bc mental health struggles then completed a foundation year) 🤦🏻‍ Ive been to 3 in class lectures since September bc anxiety, I get to uni then go straight back home :pfff: I don’t get how people do it
 
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Nov 3, 2021
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I just hate studying, its utterly overwhelming, I am bright and I pick stuff up easily but I dont retain info, im impulsive and I cant concentrate. I get behnd bc I take too long to study or just give up then when I try i just break down bc I know ive set myself up to fail. Too much work to catch up on, I know I wont do it and I wont retain that info anyways. I used to tell myself I would improve but its been so many years now, since my GCSEs even and I still never do it. Im so deep in debt now and what would I do if i dropped out anyways? I doubt id be fit to work
I used a long term breakup as an excuse which is partially true just not the ctb part.

start conversation is good, don't know why it doesn't give me the option
Long term break ups are tough. Idk ive been in a relationship for 3 years now and I just feel weird atm... Like I do love him? But hes in a completely different point in life to me (left school at 16, has been working for 10 years, wants to buy a house ect) meanwhile im just sitting in my room playing video games and sewing and looking at ways I can die on the internet. I feel like I might be heading that way too
 
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dumbbrain

dumbbrain

Crippling Anxiety Haver
Nov 8, 2021
78
i wish i could even focus on video games. would at least give me something to do
 
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Itsbeenalongtime

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Nov 3, 2021
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i wish i could even focus on video games. would at least give me something to do
gotta stay above the top 0.1% m+ player threshold to get title on world of warcraft :))))
really doing something with my life...
 
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dumbbrain

Crippling Anxiety Haver
Nov 8, 2021
78
gotta stay above the top 0.1% m+ player threshold to get title on world of warcraft :))))
really doing something with my life...
doing more than me... i'll eat a meal and then need to go and rest in bed because it's too tiring
 
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Itsbeenalongtime

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Nov 3, 2021
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doing more than me... i'll eat a meal and then need to go and rest in bed because it's too tiring
whats eating? Im actually so bad with food its such a chore to cook so i normally creep out to the kitchen at 3am to eat my daily bowl of plain pasta before disappearing back into my bedroom, eating makes me feel sick too i think i shrank my stomach. I guess I do some stuff but its nothing that will ever provide for me? I make costumes, I can sew and do basic metalwork, woodwork, I can paint and draw. But i am self taught everything and my methods are weird and not industry standards ect. I also can only do stuff when I have personal motivation, I dont do it on command

then i choose to go do a bloody economics degree
 
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obliviousatbest

atrophy
Nov 10, 2021
53
I’m leaning literally to a backward drop off of Beachy Head

Going to have a look at how it all looks this weekend, dressed up as a hiker to blend in with others up there. Need to work out the serious Si aspects of it but confident I will be able to do it
You're living my dream man, wishing you peace and a beautiful day upon the cliffs, whatever happens.
 
Dani_needs_this

Dani_needs_this

Member
Nov 3, 2019
9
Im currently in my 4th year of uni, im on an integrated masters in physics so im in my masters year of the course and honestly i just cant do it anymore, i havent been into class in over a month and nobody cares. Theres only 4 of us in the year so it just shows how much they dont care that im not there
 
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