I’ve been here too long
- Jul 8, 2018
It was very strange today, I looked at all the material and planning my suicide and it was as if I suddenly felt like. Wait what the hell am I doing? It was as though something broke the tunnel vision that was very set on killing myself like immediately. Has this happened to anyone else. Where u don’t understand how u can swing from that state back to a normal state. Maybe it’s bipolar I don’t know. Something broke the spell and suddenly suicide made no sense to me. It’s quite a shift.