I’ve been here too long
- Jul 8, 2018
I will seek help sometimes and then I don’t follow through because that means I will have to go through pain. So it is my fault to an extent because I’ve gotten to this point where I just got comfortable with shitty existence and don’t want help anymore. It would have helped me if the help came in my teens, but I’m fucking 41 now lol! It’s like I’am what Iam. Set in my ways.