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Canttakeitanymore

Student
Feb 11, 2021
182
I dont really believe it usually, but when im about to try to ctb i cant stop thinking that as soon as i die im going to see a bunch of demons that are going to drag me to hell, fuck i just wish i could go to heaven or reincarnate in a good body
 
lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
895
I hate how religion is so black and white after death. Honestly I don't think I deserve heaven. Living a self pitying numb life doesn't sound very holy to me. But fuck, I don't think I deserve hell either. Other than my parents by constantly disappointing them I can't think of a single person I hurt physically or mentally. I would just prefer the middle ground. Either eternal sleep or snapped out of existence completely. no hell or heaven.

sorry needed to rant about this.
 
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SmellyRat

SmellyRat

Arcanist
Nov 5, 2018
483
No i think growing old and watching your body and skin decay only to die a natural painful death is the real hell.
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
15,515
I hate how religion is so black and white after death. Honestly I don't think I deserve heaven. Living a self pitying numb life doesn't sound very holy to me. But fuck, I don't think I deserve hell either. Other than my parents by constantly disappointing them I can't think of a single person I hurt physically or mentally. I would just prefer the middle ground. Either eternal sleep or snapped out of existence completely. no hell or heaven.

sorry needed to rant about this.
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As I’ve always said, I hope the afterlife works exactly how it does at the END of this series.
 
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booray

Can’t do this anymore
Jan 28, 2021
396
If hell exists, then I think it’s reserved only for those who were truly evil during their lives, and not for the tortured souls who took the drastic step of ending their lives in order to stop their pain. Maybe those of us who suicide will end up in purgatory, or we’ll reincarnate and have a do-over at life. Who knows really, but I doubt that God would be so unforgiving as to subject us to hell when we’ve experienced a hellish life here on earth.
 
Tackingintothewind

Tackingintothewind

Arcanist
Mar 2, 2021
456
I'm more afraid of the disturbing void ndes. It would be a bit like Johnny got his gun
 
BornofDust

BornofDust

Student
Dec 11, 2020
131
Eternal torture for the rest of your days sounds horrible in my opinion. I have to suffer when I'm alive and now I have to suffer when I die. That just doesn't sit right for me, so yeah I'm scared of hell, if its actually what its usually depicted as. Its like you can never catch a break or something. Especially if I commit suicide since suicide is apparently a sin ( yes I know that came later ). That type of faith is one of the worst things that can be done to someone in my opinion.
 
Into The Void

Into The Void

Student
Mar 10, 2021
199
I dont really believe it usually, but when im about to try to ctb i cant stop thinking that as soon as i die im going to see a bunch of demons that are going to drag me to hell, fuck i just wish i could go to heaven or reincarnate in a good body
As you believe, so it shall be. As you imagine so it will become. The more negative energy you feed into the higher a chance of going to hell. Just think positive, and do positive visualizations. And don't give the lords of karma reason to give you a really shitty reincarnation.
 
Eurus

Eurus

Everything Must Cease.
Sep 30, 2019
200
Spend a day watching videos of cartels or ISIS torturing and butchering people and tell me this world could be worse.
By bringing in the mythical creatures that supposedly lurk in hell,then even the men who do torture would be subjected such evils as wel
 
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nolongerhuman

nolongerhuman

Arcanist
Feb 9, 2021
463
When you’re told about it over and over again as a small child (not even in a malicious way, but just hearing about a lake of burning fire is enough to frighten) it’s going to be hard to get over that, so I get nervous occasionally, but I’m pretty sure it isn’t real.
 
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Bensharp

Member
Mar 18, 2021
87
Nobody knows, if God is real and you get sent to hell by him, who do you appeal to? Your best bet is to get family, friends, holy people or prophets to beg him on your behalf. He'll for eternity for failure to pass the tests on earth will be bad. But I think there will be some kind of meritocracy to getting into heaven. If there was one. What if hell and heaven are on here on earth, imagine bringing into a rich family in Finland, all things being equal then imagine being born into a trailer park in America, that might be hell all things be equal. Who know what happens.

I will advise you make atonement for your sins and aks for family to pray for you after you have long gone, those are your best bet other than you can't do much. I hope we all see each other in heaven. Especially those that earth has treated badly.
 
alown

alown

soon in the other reality where we come from ༄
Mar 13, 2021
299
I don't think there is hell or heaven, hell or heaven is on earth since there is a fair balance here in all things, like day and night, hot and cold, the dark the clear, the good the bad. I think we just go to another dimension, or we just reincarnate.
 
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mk01

mk01

Member
Nov 18, 2021
6
Honestly my fear of hell and what will happen in my grave is the only reason I haven’t ctb yet. I’ve been conditioned since I was born to be afraid of God and hell and that if I commit suicide I’ll go to hell.
 
Darkover

Darkover

Student
Jul 29, 2021
187
Hell is a human construct, not a divine one. A way that allowed the early church to build up its power on earth: tell everyone you're damned unless you follow our path and join our church. It's really a massive con job - a type of existential blackmail.

If you look at the idea seriously, it's impossible to reconcile the notion of a loving god with the idea that he keeps a personal torture chamber. What would be the point? No just god is going to condemn a person to eternal, infinite punishment for finite crimes.

It's obviously a completely made up notion; a scare tactic to stop common people from questioning the church's power on earth. Don't give it any credence.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

I want to sleep for an eternity
Sep 24, 2020
6,055
No, the idea of there being a hell after this is a fictional concept. I believe there is nothing after this. Death is very comforting to me. The thing that I am scared of is this life as there is unlimited potential for suffering, there is no limit as to how horrible things can get.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Elementalist
May 14, 2018
846
You’re already in “it”. From my own experience I can’t speak for anyone else. However living has been hell for myself because of the genes I been dealt and the cruelty I endured for my looks. This is hell for 80-90 years and I didn’t even ask to come here. So why should I be sentenced to unseen torture after this? Living is the hell or heaven depending on the genes and nurturing. Death will be freedom from low self esteem, trauma responses, loneliness, emptiness and being looked down upon by predatory humans. Life is cruel and predatory. Nothingness is peace I choose that over knowing any of this (humanity, other species that prey on each other to survive, the moon and the sun). If there is some unseen world keep me there in peaceful thoughts without any physical constructs.
 
blueclover_.

blueclover_.

Better Never to Have Been: 2006, David Benatar
Oct 11, 2021
384
If hell exists, then I think it’s reserved only for those who were truly evil during their lives, and not for the tortured souls who took the drastic step of ending their lives in order to stop their pain. Maybe those of us who suicide will end up in purgatory, or we’ll reincarnate and have a do-over at life. Who knows really, but I doubt that God would be so unforgiving as to subject us to hell when we’ve experienced a hellish life here on earth.
Oh, you clearly has never heard of the Islamic God. The most mErCifUL.
 
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LittleJem

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2019
1,425
I’m scared of reincarnating in a worse life. My suffering is pretty constant with mental illness, but in all over ways - food, safety etc it could be worse.
 
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Feeding Pigeons

Feeding Pigeons

Student
Aug 5, 2021
111
I dont really believe it usually, but when im about to try to ctb i cant stop thinking that as soon as i die im going to see a bunch of demons that are going to drag me to hell, fuck i just wish i could go to heaven or reincarnate in a good body
Let me share a couple of things I've heard, now I can't say I know these things to be fact, this is all heresay:

1) Suicide does not mean an instant ticket to hell. Way back in the past people were committing suicide a lot to reach God faster, eventually the catholic church (NOT God, NOT the bible) said that suicide was a sin. They did this to stop people from committing suicide so often. They did this to control them.

2) The actual sin involved with suicide would be rejecting the gift of life God gave you. Meaning, if you commit suicide to stop the pain you're in, or to admit defeat, those may be shameful, but it is not a sin. To renounce life as a whole is the sin.

Either way, even if someone renounced life? That would tell me they were suffering and weren't in a good place anyway. If you're scared, try your best to get right with God. I'm scared too. I ask for strength and forgiveness as of late way more than I ever have in my life. Ultimately there is no negotiation on judgment day, all we can do is ask to be forgiven.
 
Elusive Phantom

Elusive Phantom

There's glass in my oatmeal
Oct 29, 2021
102
Yes, I heard a lot of hellish NDE's and one that stuck with me is this atheist who went to hell and then was scratched, mauled, and torn apart by these creatures. He became a priest soon after.
 
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