- Sep 30, 2018
I feel like each morning that I wake up I feel worse and worse. My mind is even more broken down by depression and anxiety, I’m less able to concentrate or memorize things, less able to interact with others, less ability to prepare food eat maintain self, no ability to have any enjoyment at all. I’m determined to ctb so everything else seems secondary. The pain of depression makes forcing myself through a day near impossible. Hoping that I can reach a level of enlightenment so that I can calmly exit this life. This site has been quite helpful to me and I appreciate having people that I can relate to, communicate with and who can understand my situation - I surely do not have that irl. Thank you everyone.