- May 12, 2018
One of my best friends killed herself. It was the first step on my path to ending up here. Anyone else had experience with the suicide of someone close to you?
Oh god that is so sadA friend if my mothers, who was the only person I looked up to as a father figure. Very nice person. He was divorced because he came out of the closet. I don't think he handled being gay, and accepting that. In hindsight I can see how that crushed him.
He layed a blue tarp down in a wooded area, called the sheriff to let them know where his body would be, and shot himself in the chest with a hunting rifle after he sat down on the tarp. Left sticky notes all over his daughters bedroom saying how much he loved her. It still is very sad to me.