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just tired

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Oct 4, 2018
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I wrote up another business plan for a website I want to start, and I was actually happy with how it turned out... gone through a bunch of these now and this is the first time I'm sold on my own idea.

But other than that, I've not gotten out of bed. I wrote that on my laptop in bed, but thinking about that business is the only thing keeping me afloat these days, the only glimmer of hope. But I guess it's a bit of hope nonetheless...
 
Escargot Shorts

Escargot Shorts

Tears-of-a-Clown Ass Bitch
Sep 26, 2018
184
i spent time w/ some friends in their new home--the first guest they've had over in the midst of their moving. there were a lot of small funny moments, i pet the cat, started putting up Halloween decorations, made plans for future hanging out, i played Clue for the first time (realized the only thing i'm good at in this game is jumping to wild con-clue-sions. i also insisted we make up voices for our characters and we got a lot of silliness out of that i loved). i slept in a comfy daybed. had a good breakfast. spent time with family. had a nice evening listening to a friend tell me interesting history stories/legends he learns about. this would be the last 24 hours at the very least.

i got thru a rough moment earlier tonight where i made myself anxious and paranoid but it passed. so i think getting past that (and being able to write out these good things) is also a positive thing to acknowledge.
 
Sayo

Sayo

Not 2B
Aug 22, 2018
520
Today has been rough, but it is my partner's and my second anniversary, which is nice. I am glad I was able to be here for it (or it happened since I was here, anyway). Our relationship is a general source of positivity and stability for me which I know I am lucky for. We have generally learned a lot from each other and become better people together, so those two years do mean a lot.
 
Escargot Shorts

Escargot Shorts

Tears-of-a-Clown Ass Bitch
Sep 26, 2018
184
Today has been rough, but it is my partner's and my second anniversary, which is nice. I am glad I was able to be here for it (or it happened since I was here, anyway). Our relationship is a general source of positivity and stability for me which I know I am lucky for. We have generally learned a lot from each other and become better people together, so those two years do mean a lot.
that's what's up. congrats!
 
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i spent time w/ some friends in their new home--the first guest they've had over in the midst of their moving. there were a lot of small funny moments, i pet the cat, started putting up Halloween decorations, made plans for future hanging out, i played Clue for the first time (realized the only thing i'm good at in this game is jumping to wild con-clue-sions. i also insisted we make up voices for our characters and we got a lot of silliness out of that i loved). i slept in a comfy daybed. had a good breakfast. spent time with family. had a nice evening listening to a friend tell me interesting history stories/legends he learns about. this would be the last 24 hours at the very least.

i got thru a rough moment earlier tonight where i made myself anxious and paranoid but it passed. so i think getting past that (and being able to write out these good things) is also a positive thing to acknowledge.
That time with your friends sounds absolutely wonderful :happy: The voices idea is hilarious! I'm glad you feel good about experiencing the sweet moments in life. They can be too few and far between.
 
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DeletedUser4739

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Today has been rough, but it is my partner's and my second anniversary, which is nice. I am glad I was able to be here for it (or it happened since I was here, anyway). Our relationship is a general source of positivity and stability for me which I know I am lucky for. We have generally learned a lot from each other and become better people together, so those two years do mean a lot.
It feels good to read this. I'm happy you two were able to celebrate together :happy:
 
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