- Sep 22, 2020
I cannot get over how awkwardly my body and my face are constructed. It gives me immesurable suffering and nothing else comes close to the pain. Not even my abandonment issues. Any coping or self regulating tool, toxic or healthy, doesn't create the slightest relief when I see my appearance. I feel like I am caught on fire when I feel the resistance towards my body. I wonder if anyone here struggles from this too. Something that offers a bit of relief is seeing I am not alone in this and maybe it helps you too.