deflationary

deflationary

Fussy exister. Living in the epilogue
Mar 11, 2020
458
By any normal standards, yeah, a massive one. I don't particularly care for the normal standards though, which plays at least some part in why I'm a fuck-up. Though there is a bit of a chicken and an egg question there.
 
hotelbeneathground

hotelbeneathground

so gay.
Apr 13, 2021
5,027
I'm fucking my way up the ladder. :sunglasses:

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cat falling GIF

More or less, yeah.
 
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JinZhin

JinZhin

Member
Nov 2, 2021
36
To an extent. if looked at 'from outside' there are people my age doing much worse than me, and those doing much better. I had and still have some opportunities not to be one, but that may only be an illusion, I am way too discouraged and think of dying 24/7... what possibly can someone do in that state. But I do see a loop in here.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

I want to sleep for an eternity
Sep 24, 2020
6,055
Everything has always went wrong for me, but that is down to luck and chance and also the fact that I am not meant for this world and I struggle to cope with life. I think overall, the problem is existence in general rather than myself as the fact that I was born in the first place is the cause of all of my problems.
 
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Ruined

Member
Nov 21, 2021
13
I've been somewhat of a fuck-up my entire life; but the past four years, and especially the past year, I manage to fuck up everything I even go near. I have fucked up my (previously very fortunate) life to an unimaginable degree.
 
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Maaizr

Maaizr

DO NOT REVIVE, DO NOT RESUSCITATE
Aug 2, 2021
45
Relationships for sure.
ohh this is me too hell yup, my stupid ass is a pro at this one.. everything else in life even i feel like i can manage or figure out but relationships ? commitment? BOOM hahaa
 
Aeathelina

Aeathelina

Little Homeless Girl
Feb 5, 2020
240
I'm a complete fuck up that only managed to survive this long because my fear of the pain of dying outweighs everything else at the moment
 
BRAIN DEAD LOSER

BRAIN DEAD LOSER

"Imprisoned By Life"
Jul 26, 2021
10
Yes. I dropped out of high school and I'm 23 years old and have only had 1 job when I was 18 for 2 or 3 months. I'm also a virgin porn addict and alcoholic. Fucked up the 1 romantic relationship I've ever had in a disgusting way when she just needed me to show some basic human empathy / compassion like she always showed me.
 
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Freedom Believer

Freedom Believer

Forever alone.
Dec 23, 2019
352
Yes, I had everything going smoothly until I got out of high school and started becoming lazy and selfish. At this point, everything that ends up happening to me will be deserved because I fucked up a life that anyone else could've used to launch themselves to a successful life.
 
VLCKVLOU

VLCKVLOU

Member
Oct 18, 2021
11
Lots of us here never even had a chance to start, mentally speaking.

I used to think I did, not bottom-of-the-barrel financial status and all, ""being able"" to manage school, etc... but after a while I just lost it. I completely broke and lost my mind from all the shit and stress I went through and just "internalized" or tried turning a blind eye to.

And now I'm older. And I don't have the opportunity to change any of it anymore.
 
OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
821
Fucked up. Can't do my hobbies. Brain can't focus, stuck in the past. I've been having serious trouble even writing my suicide note, which I keep scrapping and re-doing. OCD is a bitch.
 
DoodleBug

DoodleBug

Just a guy passing by
Dec 9, 2019
112
Yeah, im a casual loser, one of many. I tend to sometimes make simplest mistakes at work, but its only the tip of the iceberg that is my general incompetence.
 
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lostinthebleak

Member
Nov 16, 2021
30
Fucked up at work and could possibly lose my job. If that happens I’m checked out if this world
 
Deadweight

Deadweight

Member
Nov 10, 2021
33
Fucked up yeah, which would be fine if me being a fuck up didn't negatively impact my family.
 
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