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Curlyfried

Curlyfried

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Of course! There's always things to look forward to in life. For me it's hanging with friends, playing games with them, smoking weed etc. Whatever the little things you enjoy are embrace them
 
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bigdog

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I have read on this forum I think that you can live like you already suicided, it is pretty interesting idea. I am waiting SN
 
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Eachdaymakesmedumber

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I look forward to hear about my father and mothers death. Mainly because then I'll get a good amount of cash which can secure my peaceful death and secondly, I just want them to die because their stupid act of getting children, which I really despise. I'm an antinatalist and I wish every parent would die (pain***fully).

If I wont CTB before they die, I will feast and celebrate on the day any of them dies.

F*ck them both.
 
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bigdog

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Eachdaymakesmedumber said:
I look forward to hear about my father and mothers death. Mainly because then I'll get a good amount of cash which can secure my peaceful death and secondly, I just want them to die because their stupid act of getting children, which I really despise. I'm an antinatalist and I wish every parent would die (pain***fully).

If I wont CTB before they die, I will feast on the day any of them dies.
Oh shit how I undertand you on this one. My father was a complete psychopatic monster.
 
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Eachdaymakesmedumber

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bigdog said:
Oh shit how I undertand you on this one. My father was a complete psychopatic monster.
Yeah. All parents are basically, they're just trash all of them. Playing games with human lives. Thinking it's just for their "meaning" and discard any chance of the child having a mental illness or just doesn't enjoy life which is a lot of people .. Disgraceful pieces of s**ts.
 
Soulless Angel

Soulless Angel

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A long walk alone on a beach, headphones on, kicking the sand, sitting in the water, before drying off and heading to a bridge, where Ill grab a drink and take a walk,
this is all I look forward to now,
I am sick of pain and ground hog day, I welcome hell and the devil
 
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bigdog

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Eachdaymakesmedumber said:
Yeah. All parents are basically, they're just trash all of them. Playing games with human lives. Thinking it's just for their "meaning" and discard any chance of the child having a mental illness or just doesn't enjoy life which is a lot of people .. Disgraceful pieces of s**ts.
I mean seriously there are people called psychopaths who want to destroy you covertly and if they feel weakness they atack you ten fold. My father bassicall brought me to psychosis then stole my flat and after that he came to hospital and stole my car and started atacking me again. He was a complete scum not like other parents
 
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virtually_anybody

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Yes, Meto to arrive so I can gtfo of hell
 
Schevan

Schevan

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I would really really really really really like to sleep in a comfortable bed without a headache, and without my extreme pains.
 
reversenightmare

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I always look forward to the next moment I’m gonna eat, the next moment I will cuddle with my dog, the next moment I’ll hug my mom. Idk I think that’s it. I look forward to simple things. They make me happy. For a moment. Just not enough to look forward to living though.
 
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nobodyspecial

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The day I die is the only thing I look forward to now. Hopefully I can draw up the courage to ctb instead of toying with the idea and dying of old age, thus torturing myself more.
 
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Bruces

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There’s been nothing to look forward to for a long long time
 
Tortured_empath

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Next year. If I make an effort hopefulle things will be better
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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Of course I am looking forward to non existence. Eternal nothingness sounds wonderful to me. I’m not sure I have anything to look forward to in life really, I mean some small things make me feel better and I try to distract myself, but I just have dread for the future. The fact that I could potentially have decades left is an unpleasant thought. I do in general look forward to sleeping, it is a break from existence but sometimes that is hard.
 
lofticries

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To stop being a shut in/hikikomori and become a workaholic once again. Also to lose the final 10 pounds I've been wrestling with even though I'm scrawny af to ppl (this my eating disorder talking).

I would also like to get my own place and get out of this hellhole of a state i've been living in for years and years.

I know i'll always be depressed (and i'm mos def gonna ctb sooner or later) but at least maybe I can find some peace in independence and actually feeling like I can start anew.
 
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