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Basically I have not a lot of time left. I need to kill myself either tomorrow or the following days before next week. I had some options but they require time and effort (and money) like SN but seems unlikely. I have been considering ligature strangulation or as last resort jumping in front/under a train. Where I live there's a lot of trains easily available. But I have noticed that for ethical reasons many opt out of it. Either way, do you guys have any other quick or easy to obtain methods?

Sorry if the comment was just a mess.
 
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Train will kill you if done right but has the potential to maim you if you go under the train think hot screeching metal traversing over every inch of your body

Why the sudden rush ?
 
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Basically I have not a lot of time left. I need to kill myself either tomorrow or the following days before next week. I had some options but they require time and effort (and money) like SN but seems unlikely. I have been considering ligature strangulation or as last resort jumping in front/under a train. Where I live there's a lot of trains easily available. But I have noticed that for ethical reasons many opt out of it. Either way, do you guys have any other quick or easy to obtain methods?

Sorry if the comment was just a mess.
If you have no fear of water drowning can be a peaceful way to go I’d do this but I hate that feeling when water goes up you’re nose so that uncomfortableness rules tgatcout for me

As the other poster says why the rush ?
 
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Train will kill you if done right but has the potential to maim you if you go under the train think hot screeching metal traversing over every inch of your body

Why the sudden rush ?

I receives some news I should be happy for, but they made me more willing to die. Its a complicated family matter.
Hanging does seem the most quickest unplanned route

I totally agree, but sadly I dont have the money to buy a sturdy rope... I stupidly bought a really thin rope some months ago because I didn't want to be suspicious buying a sturdy one (as I'm a young girl and it does look odd to buy such things let's be clear). I was being stupid and impulsive. Other option is trying to use a extension cable but under my weight it'd probably break, so.
 
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I receives some news I should be happy for, but they made me mo


I totally agree, but sadly I dont have the money to buy a sturdy rope... I stupidly bought a really thin rope some months ago because I didn't want to be suspicious buying a sturdy one (as I'm a young girl and it does look odd to buy such things let's be clear). I was being stupid and impulsive. Other option is trying to use a extension cable but under my weight it'd probably break, so.
Can you put them together
 
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If you have no fear of water drowning can be a peaceful way to go I’d do this but I hate that feeling when water goes up you’re nose so that uncomfortableness rules tgatcout for me

As the other poster says why the rush ?

I have thought of this actually! It'd be better if the city I lived had high bridges but well. Anyways, I live quite close to the coast here. I was thinking going swimming while drunk but I'm scared someone will find me before water gets inside my lungs. Also, where I live is winter so I would get hypothermia too probably. Sounds lovely.
 
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Aug 4, 2018
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I receives some news I should be happy for, but they made me mo


I totally agree, but sadly I dont have the money to buy a sturdy rope... I stupidly bought a really thin rope some months ago because I didn't want to be suspicious buying a sturdy one (as I'm a young girl and it does look odd to buy such things let's be clear). I was being stupid and impulsive. Other option is trying to use a extension cable but under my weight it'd probably break, so.
What was the news don’t worry if you can’t say

Celebs have hung themselves with an array of ligatures from nylon belts to bathrobes to scarves
 
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Jonnydoeuk

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Father got his gf pregnant. Which means: if I don't find a job soon and dont enroll in college (i have dropped out twice bc of depression) he will kick me out. Im already 19 so he's threatened to do that and I was planning on killing myself before the news and now it's worse cus I'll be more of a financial burden. He's also alcoholic and abusive. So like fuck it, I dont wanna bother him and his gf raising that fucking kid that hopefully turns out better than me.
C’mon you can fight this shit ??? Life can change move out if you can set up your own life that’s not a good reason for a suicide
 
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accidentaldeath

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I have thought of this actually! It'd be better if the city I lived had high bridges but well. Anyways, I live quite close to the coast here. I was thinking going swimming while drunk but I'm scared someone will find me before water gets inside my lungs. Also, where I live is winter so I would get hypothermia too probably. Sounds lovely.

Please, don't drown, it's not peacefull a lot, in my experience practicing scuba diving I've seen some people almost drown and get a lot of water in their lungs and it is extremely painful.
 
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Please, don't drown, it's not peacefull a lot, in my experience practicing scuba diving I've seen some people almost drown and get a lot of water in their lungs and it is extremely painful.
Hi, I noticed your comment about scuba diving. I'm looking for a way that looks accidental so that my daughter doesn't have to deal with the extra trauma of my suicide. I'm a certified diver and was thinking about ctb in that context. But I'm not all that experienced a diver. Do you know about things like nitrogen narcosis to assess what the experience of diving too deep might be like? I'm holding out fantasies that I could just drift off into unconsciousness before the actual drowning. Is that just wishful thinking? Any thoughts? thanks.
 
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Ghab

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Hi, I noticed your comment about scuba diving. I'm looking for a way that looks accidental so that my daughter doesn't have to deal with the extra trauma of my suicide. I'm a certified diver and was thinking about ctb in that context. But I'm not all that experienced a diver. Do you know about things like nitrogen narcosis to assess what the experience of diving too deep might be like? I'm holding out fantasies that I could just drift off into unconsciousness before the actual drowning. Is that just wishful thinking? Any thoughts? thanks.
Shallow water blackout, research it, learn how to induce it, do it.
 
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Ghab

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Aug 6, 2018
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Shallow water blackout, research it, learn how to induce it, do it.
I’d also want to just tell you, I’m 100% certain your daughter does not want to grow up without a dad. Ultimately the choice is up to you and I’m not gonna act like it isn’t, but.....just think about that deeply tonight.
 
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I’d also want to just tell you, I’m 100% certain your daughter does not want to grow up without a dad. Ultimately the choice is up to you and I’m not gonna act like it isn’t, but.....just think about that deeply tonight.
thank you for your thoughtfulness...
 
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