Vy0kxZen

Vy0kxZen

Member
Mar 1, 2022
7
3 starting to stop taking care of myself in basic ways again even though i started getting better at it a few days ago and im back to self harming because i feel shit over situations i put myself in gonna just hope tomorrow goes better
 
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ejpikl

Member
Mar 21, 2022
12
3 for the past week consistently. i guess it's just how it's been. get really bad, inch a bit towards suicide, get better, get worse again. wonder if this'll be the end of that cycle :p
 
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AgentSmith

AgentSmith

Member
Jul 31, 2022
27
I don't know how to rate how I am feeling, I mean currently I don't feel much. I have had FAR worse days many years ago but yet now I feel more committed than ever
to end it all but now I just feel neutral. I don't know how to rate that. I guess a 5/10?? I don't know, how do you rate something like that?
 
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Pallf

I'm tired
May 27, 2018
325
7/10. I've been on my feet for work this weekend. My feet feel like they're going to fall off and my legs don't feel much better. I'm getting paid though and I had a nice dinner.
 
ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
596
2.5 / 10.00 - no change again. Again, nothing has happened in the past 24h. mostly slept (approx. 13.5h) - I've been sleeping >12h day whenever possible. Sleeping life away. Would feel better if I was in a cabin or campervan in the woods or somewhere nice and isolated. Then I wouldnt feel as if i were missing out on anything in life.
 
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Bed

Catch The Bed
Aug 24, 2019
545
2/10. Feel miserable and exhausted from life. Currently in a pain flare. Being in constant pain and no meds are really helping. Plus dealing with MH problems on top of it, all feels too much. I don't even know what I'm doing, merely existing in a daze. Weeks go by and I hardly notice until it's too late.
 
Molded foundation

Molded foundation

Student
Sep 17, 2021
105
10

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WhatPowerIs

WhatPowerIs

Experienced
Jun 19, 2022
233
A 5 or a 6 out of 10 maybe. The forum may actually be making my mood worse.
 
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slushy

Member
Feb 19, 2022
67
A 5 or a 6 out of 10 maybe. The forum may actually be making my mood worse.
Get off of here then friend! Try your hardest to save yourself, to better yourself. If this site isn't helping you in what you need to do, take care of yourself <3


As for me? 8 or 9, awesome as a possum! I'm finally getting my plan in order and the day I'll be free is drawing nearer continually. It's a relief to just be able to relax with no worries because there is not much of great importance to you when you know you're going to die soon. I'm making great progress, all I need to do is finish my goodbye notes (almost done!) and decide whether I'm going for full or partial suspension. I've got a few months until my time to go so I'm just doing research and weighing the options.
 
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WhatPowerIs

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Jun 19, 2022
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Get off of here then friend! Try your hardest to save yourself, to better yourself. If this site isn't helping you in what you need to do, take care of yourself <3


As for me? 8 or 9, awesome as a possum! I'm finally getting my plan in order and the day I'll be free is drawing nearer continually. It's a relief to just be able to relax with no worries because there is not much of great importance to you when you know you're going to die soon. I'm making great progress, all I need to do is finish my goodbye notes (almost done!) and decide whether I'm going for full or partial suspension. I've got a few months until my time to go so I'm just doing research and weighing the options.
I'm glad you're doing well! Yeah maybe it is best I get off the forum.