- Aug 10, 2022
wow as of today, I'm pissed, numb and seriously wanting to just end my life. I am feeling kinda pissed cuz my best friend well i was living in a shitty abusive situation at home with my family but I moved in with her thinking it'd get better but boy was I wrong it's almost exactly the same just no physical abuse. And I'm numb because I've just been trying my best to sort through and make sense of my fucked up emotions I'm feeling and it's not working so I decided to just turn them off. The end my life thing that should be easy to explain I'm insane and there is no cure, I'm broken and there are some pieces missing, and I'm hurting but there's no way to numb the pain.