WhatDoeTheFoxSay?

WhatDoeTheFoxSay?

DoNotBoopTheSnoot
Dec 25, 2020
913
5(?)/10. Not sure how to give 'exhausted' a rating :ahhha:

Had three follow-up visits to the hospital this week and I'm beat. From the lab test results I learned that I am not yet out of the water—although at lower levels than before, protein in urine is a sign that my kidneys are still inflamed. The road to recovery will be long, and it will most likely not be an easy one.

For my next appointment, I will be seeing a social services worker next Wednesday to try to get coverage for one of my prescription drugs—Myfortic, a rather expensive immunosuppressant—which, for some reason, is not under the list of subsidised drugs here.
 
FailureGirl

FailureGirl

lost in limbo...
Jul 5, 2021
117
4
Feelings have been flat and difficult to decipher lately I'm not happy but I'm not feeling particularly depressed either, I really don't know how I feel so 4 seems appropriate.
 
dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,208
Today I'm on a 6
I'm on recovery and feel good thanks to TRT.
Life has situation and challenges that I have not been handling successfully.

In my work I had to get mad and talk loud so my team leader pays attention, after that they understood there was a mistake and fixed it. But they told me I had not needed to get mad, but its been 7 days I've been struggling with that. They say I should have talked, I did during 7 days... But perhaps handling better is needed.

And life, the woman, finding and deciding on a partner is not easy.

I need to believe I can provide for myself a good life. <= This is something urgent!!
I need to believe I can, I'm not longer depressed, I have to believe I can make it
 
ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
596
2.5, and dropping. I’ve been so numb all week. I’ve been dissociating as hard as I can from the pain of reality. But I’ve no choice but to deal with some things today & tomorrow. Not pleasant things
 
A

ArtsyDrawer

seeking artsyness partners.
Nov 8, 2018
1,416
-100/10.
It was 5, maybe 6 for most of the day, kinda neutral, and then a seizure hit.
I cannot explain how bad a seizure feels, I tried for 18 years now. No dice.
So do other epileptics, funnily enough - they're just at loss for words, so neuros can't understand us. Not truly.
 
lili

lili

Experienced
Feb 17, 2022
236
6 I feel very detached from the world. The loneliness is really painful. But I feel there’s nothing else I can do. It feels like a slow torture to be stuck at my house, but takes too much energy to go and see anyone.