- May 2, 2020
Concerts are the only time I can just forget about the world and be with the music. Or at least they were. Now I just go alone and watch everyone having fun. I try to enjoy myself but I just cant anymore. I spend the whole concert thinking about how I should be enjoying it instead of actually enjoying it. I've lost the only thing that actually made me happy. I dont know what to do anymore, I'm just done.