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Rustysoupcan

Rustysoupcan

I'm sensitive
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May 2, 2020
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Concerts are the only time I can just forget about the world and be with the music. Or at least they were. Now I just go alone and watch everyone having fun. I try to enjoy myself but I just cant anymore. I spend the whole concert thinking about how I should be enjoying it instead of actually enjoying it. I've lost the only thing that actually made me happy. I dont know what to do anymore, I'm just done.
 
threesummers

threesummers

Paragon
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Nov 4, 2020
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@Rustysoupcan so sorry to hear that. Now that concerts are back in the us, I'm going to as many shows as I can. I usually go with a friend, or friends, but I would be ok going alone too. Once the music starts, you can't really talk, and I just focus on the band and music.

Maybe give it another shot. See a band you really like. I don't wait for bands to come to my area, I will travel pretty much anywhere in the us for a show I want to see.

I really need to get my tickets to TX to see starset. I've been listening to them non-stop lately.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

I want to sleep for an eternity
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I’m sorry you are going through this. I understand it is painful to no longer enjoy things that you once enjoyed. I understand, nothing makes me happy at this point. I am incapable of that emotion. I wish you well.
 
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