NoLifeNoPain

NoLifeNoPain

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Jun 17, 2018
1,364
Made my "rope" :hihi: tested it, got a safe place and now I'm just waiting for the assholes to sleep so I can FINALLY catch the bus (I wanted to do this since september, and I tried at first to die with 1000s of plastic bags but the panic was stronger than my will to be free). Then I tried the tourniquet method that only works if you can compress both sides of your neck. A week or less after that attempt, I tried to overdose on fucking water to only vomit and feel nausea. But there's no way this time I'll fail. I made sure that everything it's going to work when I execute this. There's no way my parents will find me even If they wake up because I will lock the door where I'm doing it.

Maybe I'll drink some alcohol before I do it to confuse my lizard brain so the bastard will let me hang myself.

I can't wait to be out of this PRISON of flesh.
Sorry for the english. Thanks for creating a place for people like me.
 
Samuel

Samuel

Wise
Apr 25, 2018
243
Made my "rope" :hihi: tested it, got a safe place and now I'm just waiting for the assholes to sleep so I can FINALLY catch the bus (I wanted to do this since september, and I tried at first to die with 1000s of plastic bags but the panic was stronger than my will to be free). Then I tried the tourniquet method that only works if you can compress both sides of your neck. A week or less after that attempt, I tried to overdose on fucking water to only vomit and feel nausea. But there's no way this time I'll fail. I made sure that everything it's going to work when I execute this. There's no way my parents will find me even If they wake up because I will lock the door where I'm doing it.

Maybe I'll drink some alcohol before I do it to confuse my lizard brain so the bastard will let me hang myself.

I can't wait to be out of this PRISON of flesh.
Sorry for the english. Thanks for creating a place for people like me.
Report back tomorrow morning if you're still with us if you feel like it.
 
Gumby

Gumby

Student
Jun 10, 2018
104
Made my "rope" :hihi: tested it, got a safe place and now I'm just waiting for the assholes to sleep so I can FINALLY catch the bus (I wanted to do this since september, and I tried at first to die with 1000s of plastic bags but the panic was stronger than my will to be free). Then I tried the tourniquet method that only works if you can compress both sides of your neck. A week or less after that attempt, I tried to overdose on fucking water to only vomit and feel nausea. But there's no way this time I'll fail. I made sure that everything it's going to work when I execute this. There's no way my parents will find me even If they wake up because I will lock the door where I'm doing it.

Maybe I'll drink some alcohol before I do it to confuse my lizard brain so the bastard will let me hang myself.

I can't wait to be out of this PRISON of flesh.
Sorry for the english. Thanks for creating a place for people like me.
Fwiw your English is better than my Romanian...
 
NoLifeNoPain

NoLifeNoPain

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Jun 17, 2018
1,364
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GOODBYE
 
Soon4me

Soon4me

Enlightened
Jun 15, 2018
1,591
How many hours before atempting to CTB did you last eat and drink ?
Cause i'll be using hanging and i don't want to soil and wet myself
Not that it would mater to me but for whoever removes my body
 
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