See you on the other side
- Oct 20, 2020
Having a partner is nice and all but its not easy to find one at all. I've had multiple partners back out of our plans and 2 of them were close friends of mine. The 1st one got accepted into a nice college and saw it as an opportunity to do good in life (which I don't blame her) the 2nd one had a mental breakdown one night and ended up bringing it up to her boyfriend( who is my best friend) and things didn't go through after that. He told me he wasn't mad at me and that he just wanted to make sure me and his girlfriend were okay yet I still felt terrible that I was about to kill myself with my best friends girlfriend. The 3rd I found through the partners megathread and our ctb timelines just didn't match up. Each time I found a partner i got so excited but I guess I have to except the fact that I'm gonna die alone.