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Oblivion

Oblivion

Specialist
Aug 2, 2018
347
I'll start.



All the world loves things of beauty and intrigue
These 2 things I've never had one
Born in this old skin. I'm too sick I can't win
I've lived with this damage 2 long
My eyes can't behold it I cannot control
This this feeling that's left in my heart
I've never done no wrong. I don't deserve these bones
Please burn up this sin when I'm gone
And I said that this is ugly to me
The world is ugly to me
You are ugly to me
And I am ugly to me

I haven't become all I want to be
I haven't become anything I need to be
I haven't become all I want to be Suffocate with me
I haven't become anything
Suffer

Why can't you look, why can't you look at me
See what I see
Why can't you feel, why can't you feel like
Me feel what I feel
Why can't you hurt, why can't you hurt like me
Taste the pain I feel
Why must I die, why must I die for you
It's the ugly truth Well it's ugly
It's making me painless
 
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Lucca

Member
Jul 7, 2018
5
Suicide
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tearsinrain

tearsinrain

Member
Aug 5, 2018
64
'You Want It Darker' - Leonard Cohen


If you are the dealer, I'm out of the game
If you are the healer, it means I'm broken and lame
If thine is the glory then mine must be the shame
You want it darker
We kill the flame

Magnified, sanctified, be thy holy name
Vilified, crucified, in the human frame
A million candles burning for the help that never came
You want it darker........
 
Brokenanddeadinside

Brokenanddeadinside

Specialist
Aug 8, 2018
395

I relate to this song because of two exes I majorly loved who really screwed my head up and killed a lot of what was good in me and led to my major downfall of self destructive behavior that started a long chain reaction of events.
 
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Oblivion

Oblivion

Specialist
Aug 2, 2018
347
Remember when I was in
The grocery store, now's my time
Lost the words, lost the nerve
Lost the girl, left the line
I would wish upon a star
But that star, it doesn't shine
So read my book with a boring ending
A short story of a lonely guy
Who fell behind