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Tiburcio

Tiburcio

Voluntary deletion.
May 9, 2018
1,573
Vortex.

Why vortex? Because I'm trapped in it. Because it won't let me escape: I'll remain spinning furiously around it, in this loop. Because it destroys everything it traps. Because is exactly as violent as my feelings; electric storm for my intense fury, an hurricane for describing how being in my anxiety feels as inside it, typhoon for my sadness, it's as demolishing as it in a storm of tears. Everybody who enters in the vortex is seriously harmed and injuried. Is scars you. You have no repair. Can you imagine how being your whole life inside a vortex is? No escape. No peace. Trapped in this gruesome vortex, I only know pain.