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Xingster

Student
Aug 9, 2018
105
Confession time! Yeeeppeeee

When you were at your lowest, most pathetic, helpless, hopeless, filthiest state....

What was it like?
 
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Xingster

Student
Aug 9, 2018
105
I think one time I managed to sleep or stayed in bed for 36-48 hours without taking any sleeping aid.....

Once I left my hair in a bun, unwashed, uncombed for about two weeks
 
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Tiburcio

Tiburcio

Voluntary deletion.
May 9, 2018
1,573
When you were at your lowest, most pathetic, helpless, hopeless, filthiest state....

What was it like?
I feel like it a huge part of the time.


I feel the impulse of locking myself in a dark and isolated place and let me starving as I feel I deserve.
 
ge0rge

ge0rge

the satanic mechanic
Jul 29, 2018
295
also on topic: I would eat upwards of 6000kcal a day and I put on about 30 kilos
 
RaptorHavx

RaptorHavx

Drowning in loneliness...
Aug 15, 2018
120
I was lying on my bed. Fantasising about death and leaving it only for going to work or toilet/bath... Thinking, please let me never wake up after I fall asleep...