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Dog Food

Dog Food

POS
Mar 27, 2018
143
I had a Myspace account where I was Xx_LadyDark_xX, couldn't see through my emo fringe most of the time and said "okeez" and "rawr xD" unironically. I once carved the lyrics to a twenty one pilots song on my leg. I dont even like twenty one pilots anymore, and now its a scar. Yes, I do cringe. I cringe so much.
 
whatmattersmost

whatmattersmost

Gone to HANG.
Sep 10, 2018
224
People always used Me(took advantage)
And they are Happy & I'm Alone & miserable planning on CTB tomorrow.
I should've spent my teen Years alone I feel maybe I would be better off now.
I hated being Alone.
But I always ended up Alone.
I was always friends with the wrong people and dated the wrong girls.
F**K PEOPLE.
 
FullFat

FullFat

^best order at Micky-D's ever
Apr 27, 2018
375
It's a mixed bag for me. I've changed a lot in my 20s. In some ways, I was a better person when I was a kid. In other ways, I have managed to improve somewhat. The only sure thing is that I will never be satisfied with who I am. I've hated myself all of my life, and there doesn't seem to be an end to that in sight. I've come to a realize that I don't need a different life; I need to be a completely different person.
 
Duqu

Duqu

Curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!
Aug 27, 2018
450
Oh GOD yes. If I could forget/erase my teenage years I would be thrilled. Hell, I might be less fucked up (at least mentally; my body would still be fucked up).. I'm 30 now btw.
 
Q

QueenEtna

Gone
Jul 29, 2018
258
When I was 13 I used to add a bunch of people on facebook with anime character profiles (example konoka konoe from negima anime) then I would roleplay with them pretty much all day every day. It was soooo cringey going back and deleting all those horrible roleplays off of my facebook wall.
 
Duqu

Duqu

Curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!
Aug 27, 2018
450
So, funny thing...I had this lockbox that had been floating around storage since like 2010 because I lost the keys to it. Well I found the key and opened it and it had a bunch of journals from 2002/2003 (yes, I was a teen then) and it's SOOOOO cringe-y. oh man.
 
FullFat

FullFat

^best order at Micky-D's ever
Apr 27, 2018
375
So, funny thing...I had this lockbox that had been floating around storage since like 2010 because I lost the keys to it. Well I found the key and opened it and it had a bunch of journals from 2002/2003 (yes, I was a teen then) and it's SOOOOO cringe-y. oh man.

I know the feeling. I have some of my old writing saved and 90% of it is r/iam14andthisisdeep. There's some surprisingly good stuff there too, but 90% is utter trash. If a teenager can write well and come up with some decent, non-cringey stuff, more power to them, but I definitely wasn't one of them, lol.
 
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