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VisionsOfHell

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I just read on a psychology website that its quite common for people who experience extreme psychological distress and suffering to fantasize about killing. These thoughts can also occur when someone feels powerlessness and hopelessness. Since these factors apply to most (if not all) of us I assumed I'm not the only one here who fantasizes about killing.

Firstly there is my neighbour who listens to shitty music with loud bass all the time. This is not something new though and probably not uncommon among normies too. These days, as I see and experience more suffering, I tend to fantasize more and more about putting people with severe incurable illnesses and disabilities out of their misery.
 
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It's probably quite common and if you go back enough years people killed each other over territorial disputes or other simple things. We're all violent animals and have that inside of us. But these days you get locked away so it's not worth it.
 
sadworld

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I'm isolating myself but when I was in school I fantasized about killing everyone but not really actually killing them with my hands more like having the power to press a button and everyone around me would die.
 
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VisionsOfHell said:
Firstly there is my neighbour who listens to shitty music with loud bass all the time. This is not something new though and probably not uncommon among normies too. These days, as I see and experience more suffering, I tend to fantasize more and more about putting people with severe incurable illnesses and disabilities out of their misery.
I’m chronically ill, please put me out of my misery lol.
 
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I would shoot someone,
If I have access to an ar15.

I would like to walk into some Chinese immigration con-artists office building and gun them down, considering they scammed me.

would also travel to China, haunt down those who bullied me when I was young and torture them with a set of smaller knives if I’m in a position to track them and if I have the resources to abduct them into a mini van then transport them into an abandoned basement.

Sometimes when you are suicidal and had bad experiences all u want is revenge. After all, you are not afraid of dying in the process.

If I had the resources, they’d be dead by now.
 
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VisionsOfHell said:
I am too :(. In all honesty, if I had a son or daughter who had to go through something like this with no hope (0) for recovery and asked me this I would do it for them and even go to prison for it.
Same. It’s inhumane to expect people to suffer for a lifetime. I wouldn’t let an animal suffer like this but in our society it’s seemingly perfectly fine to let people soak in misery and pain for decades.
 
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Yes, I always fantasized about it in the past.
Now my time is near, I just think about ctb though.

Mostly people who wronged and abused me at some point in life - for a long time I wished I could have turned back time and killed them instead of them hurting me.

And just out of morbid curiosity I would have liked to kill someone because it’s something one does not get to experience in this day and age (maybe someone who wanted to die).
 
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Used to fantasize about it a lot. Not so much lately.
StrokeMyEgoBaby said:
I would shoot someone,
If I have access to an ar15.

I would like to walk into some Chinese immigration con-artists office building and gun them down, considering they scammed me.

would also travel to China, haunt down those who bullied me when I was young and torture them with a set of smaller knives if I’m in a position to track them and if I have the resources to abduct them into a mini van then transport them into an abandoned basement.

Sometimes when you are suicidal and had bad experiences all u want is revenge. After all, you are not afraid of dying in the process.

If I had the resources, they’d be dead by now.
I definitely don't wanna be on your bad side.
 
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Мost of the time, but all the time i think on how to avoid the problem in first place, instead of solving it afterwards.
 
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Yes I used to. I once met someone extremely narcissistic. I quickly understood it was best to remove myself from the situation and never speak to that person again. But what pisses me off is knowing they will never change and keep treating everyone like shit. He's the kind of sadistic person who gets close to those who are already suffering to make their life even more miserable. I would never kill that person but I feel he doesn't deserve to live. The world would certainly be better off without people like him.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

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When I was living in dorms I used to fantasize about going on a killing spree to reduce the bandwidth/traffic because the internet was slow. Just fantasy though. I would also fantasize about eating them because in those days I was also always very hungry.
 
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I would like to add, that for MOST people, the fantasy of something is exactly that: a fantasy. Not something that they would ever actually indulge or even be capable of. It's a form of magical thinking that acts as a psychological release valve.
 
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Underscore said:
I would like to add, that for MOST people, the fantasy of something is exactly that: a fantasy. Not something that they would ever actually indulge or even be capable of. It's a form of magical thinking that acts as a psychological release valve.
Yup, or it's just another intrusive thought. We all get them
 
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i think about this quite a bit tbh it is quite worrying lol not just others but myself I just feel so much anger
 
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I tend to direct all my anger inward, but I have when people have tried hurt my family.
 
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In recent months I've had thoughts of killing my mom and brother before I kill myself. I don't know if it would be deserved but I'm really annoyed with their unhelpfulness towards me and their thinking on most things that it's my problem. Should it come time for me to ctb I probably wouldn't but there's a small chance I would.
 
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