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Couchking

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May 29, 2018
86
I meant it like "I'm sick of being this way"

And not like "I regret this and that"


I'm just fucking sick of this life. This world. Me. The way I live.

Look at me. I don't like this. What the fuck? I hate myself. I hate my life.

But I'm really starting to get over the tipping point....

Probably means I'll ctb soon
 
BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
Oh yeah, I'm a late bloomer, or I had a brighter life then it faded fast going into high school, I just withdrew. The real world so to speak was too much, so I came online. I still have gotten hurt and hurt a lot of people and I never seem to change. The maw of death yawns at me and I don't know how much longer I will keep away, though I don't have any overt suicide plans, my life is very empty in a way and it feels like I'm meant to be an outsider.