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Lupgevif

Lupgevif

Elementalist
Joined
Jul 23, 2020
Messages
814
I have no job and I am in the middle of changing majors. There are two different paths I'd like to pursue. One that I know I just have no capacity of reaching, therefore I am not trying, and one that I think I can reach, but the way is vague and full of hassle I don't think I'll manage to get there simply because I won't be alive anymore.
 
eclipsee99

eclipsee99

You’re a sky full of stars~
Joined
Nov 20, 2020
Messages
47
Well I suppose when my aspirations meant something to me, I always wanted to be an actor. Drama was the one thing apart from IT that I was really good at in high school. Teachers picked up on it and tried to push me forward. But me being me, I gave up after my exams.

I’ve got a lot of regrets, but giving up drama was definitely one of them. If I stuck at it, maybe I would at least be doing a job I love. Maybe my mental health wouldn’t be as downhill as it is now
 
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