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Moomin17

Moomin17

Member
Jan 14, 2022
26
Beginning of 2020 was a perfect time actually, for me to pull this one. I missed that one out, felt the year would be much better (because it started decent enough for me)..but you know what happend in a couple months.
 
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Noctis

Noctis

I wish I'd done it years ago
Dec 15, 2021
221
Yes. I wish I had blown off my head with a shotgun when I was a teenager. I want my suicide to hurt my parents. I want them to live the rest their lives in the same misery I've suffered, knowing they are responsible. I never want them to be happy ever again.

But now I'm in my late thirties and I haven't spoken to them in years. They probably wouldn't even know if I died. Now, my death would hurt innocent people, and I can't bring myself to do that.
 
Dragon's Heart

Dragon's Heart

Well, that didnt go as planned.
Dec 14, 2021
74
I can't say that I regret it, but I want a f'n medal for having stuck it out this long! There should be some kind of reward!


What?



OK, I'll settle for an ice cream cone.:meh:


I'll tell ya what, though---things that used to seem serious have gotten so absurd that I now find them to be somewhat comical. It's how I cope. With humor. (for our UK type members; humour):heh: