- Mar 12, 2022
The future's gonna look different for me soon. New job opportunities and such. But I don't want anything to do with it. I'm not moving towards happiness. I'm moving towards more suffering wrapped up in a different colored bow. I'm leaving one phase of my life. And I don't want to enter the next. I wish I could just choose not to. Choose to make this the end. But I don't think I'm ready for that right now either. The truth is, I'm just scared.