- Nov 1, 2021
I cant trust myself anymore. I am not sure if what i'm doing is for attention or not. I want to die but that might just be for attention too. I'm scared of going through with this because if it doesnt work, they'll send me to the hospital and that might be for attention too. I dont know whats real anymore. Am i even real? Like, what is wrong with me. It seems like I'm just an attention seeking bitch.