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Makoto Naegi

Makoto Naegi

Given up.
Oct 20, 2018
22
I love my life so fucking much. Been sick for over a week, woke up and threw up, got bitched at. One of the people I'm living with literally told me yesterday she'd take me to the doctor and just went herself. And my "mom" is just telling me I forced myself to throw up when the reason I did it is because I haven't ate anything in days because if I ever dare to try I'll get bitched at. All my food stamp money gets fucking taken and I'm so hungry and sick and she's making me go to school in a minute and I'm going to end up getting sent back to the mental hospital because everyone expects the Model Fucking Student to be perfect and I can't take it anymore I wish I would just drop dead right now I'd give anything to have a way to ctb rn literally anything