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Oblivion

Oblivion

Specialist
Aug 2, 2018
379
this is the third day of feeling good out of nowhere for no reason, what's wrong with me? is it mania? (im bipolar) this hasn't happened before, feeling good for no reason. is it because i knew about a local source for SN? what's going on, this is affecting my CTB plans..
 
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IWishYouAllGoodLuck

Student
Aug 17, 2018
128
Do you need some rational nihilism my dude? Like if you really wanna ctb but keep having a good mood just remind yourself why are you doing this, if life itself isn't a good enough reason for you.
 
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QueenEtna

Gone
Jul 29, 2018
258
You have “have to” ctb anytime soon, if you’re feeling good then run with it for a while. Maybe try do things you enjoy, and once you really feel the need to do it with no hope with improving your life then go ahead.
 
FullFat

FullFat

^best order at Micky-D's ever
Apr 27, 2018
375
I get these too. It'd be less confusing if they didn't come out of nowhere. On the upside, I'm reminded that the negative emotions are BS too. If only my brain weren't predisposed to be negative......
 
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