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We go through hoops trying to get very expensive N. Why is there not more discussion of the highly lethal fentanyl. It is much cheaper, just as effective, and I would imagine, easier to obtain. There is no bad taste with the pills, and it has euphoric qualities. I don't know how to obtain it but I imagine that could be found out with enough research. Just a thought.
 
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Trojan said:
We go through hoops trying to get very expensive N. Why is there not more discussion of the highly lethal fentanyl. It is much cheaper, just as effective, and I would imagine, easier to obtain. There is no bad taste with the pills, and it has euphoric qualities. I don't know how to obtain it but I imagine that could be found out with enough research. Just a thought.
Indeed, Fentanyl hasn't the bad taste of N. And we can test it on Energy Control. I'm interested in this too.
 
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I think the biggest problem is attainability; it's extremely hard to get. It's not available on the dark web at all apparently. Unless you know someone in person the chance of you getting your hands on it are slim.

You have to think; if it was that simple everyone would do it, hence why people go for SN although N is better. It's because it's easier to obtain.
 
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Thisgirlwantstosleep said:
I think the biggest problem is attainability; it's extremely hard to get. It's not available on the dark web at all apparently. Unless you know someone in person the chance of you getting your hands on it are slim.

You have to think, if it was that simple everyone would do it, hence why although N is better people go for SN because it's easier to obtain.
It’s so weird to me that it’s not available on the dark web, I assumed you could find anything you wanted on there? Then again I don’t go on there or understand it much
 
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PrincessInWhite said:
It’s so weird to me that it’s not available on the dark web, I assumed you could find anything you wanted on there? Then again I don’t go on there or understand it much
Nope.
No discussions of F nor even suicide.
I find it odd enough how these things are frowned upon, seems the dark net ain’t so dark lol
 
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Fentanyl is also sadly just about non-existent in the EU. It's also almost not available at all anymore on the dark web, you'd have to look extremely deep and most likely get scammed anyway. The reason for that is that a darkweb market attracts far more police attention if they sell fentanyl, since people obviously die from it a lot.
 
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Anonymous_A said:
Nope.
No discussions of F nor even suicide.
I find it odd enough how these things are frowned upon, seems the dark net ain’t so dark lol
Same here, I assumed the dark web was a free for all considering there’s literal child porn on there strange how they have that but you can’t discuss suicide?!
 
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Looks like they’ve cracked down on the powder/pill forms like every substance in living memory that has the potential to kill a human being.
 
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PrincessInWhite said:
Same here, I assumed the dark web was a free for all considering there’s literal child porn on there strange how they have that but you can’t discuss suicide?!

Sadly these days drug dealers and weapon dealers got cracked down often. Law Enforcements have become trickier to deal with.
I'm honestly surprised they haven't hacked this forum yet.
 
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Yeah it's available from the dark web in patch form but then you somehow need to extract the fentanyl. But even 1 patch has 5mg which would be lethal if taken at once. The other thing is that pretty much any heroin you buy on the dark web in the US is going to have fentanyl in it. Even if it claims to be "fent-free". If you look in the reviews people test it and it almost always contains fentanyl. But buying straight fentanyl at least on the dark web is pretty much impossible domestically.

I think the problem in general it would be hard to know how much you're getting. If you extract some from a patch how much did you get out of it? 1mg? If buying street H what is the purity how much fent does it have? What generally kills street heroin users are fentanyl hotspots in a particular baggie due to the dealers not mixing it properly. So the doses are by definition pretty random.

The only way to get a known quantity of a synthetic opiate is to order from China. Isonitazene or something similar, akin to fentanyl now that's banned from being manufactured in China. But you're looking at hundreds of dollars for multiple grams of the stuff, and getting it through customs. So at that point might as well just order N from a known supplier where at least if it gets caught they will be much less likely to prosecute you than if its a synthetic opiate.
 
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Yeah it's available from the dark web in patch form but then you somehow need to extract the fentanyl. But even 1 patch has 5mg which would be lethal if taken at once. The other thing is that pretty much any heroin you buy on the dark web in the US is going to have fentanyl in it. Even if it claims to be "fent-free". If you look in the reviews people test it and it almost always contains fentanyl. But buying straight fentanyl at least on the dark web is pretty much impossible domestically.

I think the problem in general it would be hard to know how much you're getting. If you extract some from a patch how much did you get out of it? 1mg? If buying street H what is the purity how much fent does it have? What generally kills street heroin users are fentanyl hotspots in a particular baggie due to the dealers not mixing it properly. So the doses are by definition pretty random.

The only way to get a known quantity of a synthetic opiate is to order from China. Isonitazene or something similar, akin to fentanyl now that's banned from being manufactured in China. But you're looking at hundreds of dollars for multiple grams of the stuff, and getting it through customs. So at that point might as well just order N from a known supplier where at least if it gets caught they will be much less likely to prosecute you than if its a synthetic opiate.
Yes The risk must be less worried at the customs level, but even if the N is caught by customs have risks still a prison sentence in some countries of EU to import from the N ..?
 
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Can’t get it in the U.K. and the dark markets iv used f is banned
 
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People are overdosing by accident at a record pace in the US. They're getting it somewhere. It's epidemic.
Its in the heroin, its called china white. Its not pure fentanyl though. It isn't openly traded on the dark web as it was bringing alot of heat from LE,due to people overdosing on it. Although apparently if you know the right person it is available, just not openly touted. I think you may be able to get fentanyl patches(not 100% sure though) and you can get china white on the dark web.

As for this thing about the N taste, little old ladies and men take it and aren't curled up in a ball being sick like its made out, its called posts being made to scare others. Watch the videos of people drinking N and they hardly even pull a face!!
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Sadly these days drug dealers and weapon dealers got cracked down often. Law Enforcements have become trickier to deal with.
I'm honestly surprised they haven't hacked this forum yet.

Why would they hack the forum, no1 here is doing anything wrong or illegal!!
 
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checkouttime said:
Its in the heroin, its called china white. Its not pure fentanyl though. It isn't openly traded on the dark web as it was bringing alot of heat from LE,due to people overdosing on it. Although apparently if you know the right person it is available, just not openly touted. I think you may be able to get fentanyl patches(not 100% sure though) and you can get china white on the dark web.

As for this thing about the N taste, little old ladies and men take it and aren't curled up in a ball being sick like its made out, its called posts being made to scare others. Watch the videos of people drinking N and they hardly even pull a face!!


Why would they hack the forum, no1 here is doing anything wrong or illegal!!
Where can one find a video of someone drinking N?
 
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Is death by H/Fent OD really that peaceful though? I've heard mixed things
 
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2nd paragraph under the picture and i quote 'painless & quick'. you only have to ask the millions of opiod addicts as you see in the US how good this stuff feels.......or they wouldn't be addicted. they don't do it because it feels horrible, It feels good hence why they are addicted, common sense really!!!!!

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2nd in the ratings only to N in the charts
 
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Thisgirlwantstosleep said:
I think the biggest problem is attainability; it's extremely hard to get. It's not available on the dark web at all apparently. Unless you know someone in person the chance of you getting your hands on it are slim.

You have to think; if it was that simple everyone would do it, hence why people go for SN although N is better. It's because it's easier to obtain.
Depends on where you live. In downtown Seattle, it like an open-air drug market.
 
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checkouttime said:
Its in the heroin, its called china white. Its not pure fentanyl though. It isn't openly traded on the dark web as it was bringing alot of heat from LE,due to people overdosing on it. Although apparently if you know the right person it is available, just not openly touted. I think you may be able to get fentanyl patches(not 100% sure though) and you can get china white on the dark web.

As for this thing about the N taste, little old ladies and men take it and aren't curled up in a ball being sick like its made out, its called posts being made to scare others. Watch the videos of people drinking N and they hardly even pull a face!!


Why would they hack the forum, no1 here is doing anything wrong or illegal!!
The little old ladies and men take powdered version of N.
 
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The little old ladies and men take powdered version of N.

what so the members of exit international take powdered N when there isn't a powdered N source? and hasn't been for a good while?

also in the video i uploaded the guy is clearly seen drinking 200ml of liquid, the powdered N doesn't get taken with that amount of liquid, and no person is just going increase the amount of liquid they have to drink and make things harder for themselves, and thats just common sense
 
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iwillneverpass said:
actually very hard to obtain on the dw, almost non existent

The dark markets think it brings too much heat. So it isn't openly advertised. A member on here said they knew a heroin dealer who sold it, just didn't advertise. drug dealers have some brains, if they don't they don't last long lol
 
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it isn't openly advertised. A member on here said they knew a heroin dealer who sold it, just didn't advertise
hmm, ive been around for a good while and havent really found someone who could get it or sold it
but the method of fentanyl would be very ez, at the least you would probably want to combine it with some cheap benzo prevent any panic
probably the best way to leave imo
 
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hmm, ive been around for a good while and havent really found someone who could get it or sold it
but the method of fentanyl would be very ez, at the least you would probably want to combine it with some cheap benzo prevent any panic
probably the best way to leave imo

It used to be the chinese who made it all the mexican cartels used to buy from them, the mexican cartels now make it themselves.

like i said it's not openly advertised on the DW due to law enforcement having a hard on for the stuff, the markets don't allow it to be advertised so it brings less heat.

'China white' heroin which is available on the DW contains fentanyl, alot of people have overdosed using the stuff.
 
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iwillneverpass said:
hmm, ive been around for a good while and havent really found someone who could get it or sold it
but the method of fentanyl would be very ez, at the least you would probably want to combine it with some cheap benzo prevent any panic
probably the best way to leave imo
Possession of small amounts of illicit drugs is only a civil violation in Oregon & a misdemeanor in Washington state. I'm pretty sure it's easy to get one's hands on fentanyl in Portland & Seattle. The situation appears to be similar in Vancouver, Canada.

 
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Possession of small amounts of illicit drugs is only a civil violation in Oregon & a misdemeanor in Washington state. I'm pretty sure it's easy to get one's hands on fentanyl in Portland & Seattle. The situation appears to be similar in Vancouver, Canada.


I hear even kids get their hands on the stuff, saying that these teenagers and stuff can get everything nowadays. the internet has opened up a whole new world to helping people find anything they want :blarg: thats why people should look after their kids properly, you never know what there upto if you don't make the effort to keep an eye on them
 
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Trojan said:
We go through hoops trying to get very expensive N. Why is there not more discussion of the highly lethal fentanyl. It is much cheaper, just as effective, and I would imagine, easier to obtain. There is no bad taste with the pills, and it has euphoric qualities. I don't know how to obtain it but I imagine that could be found out with enough research. Just a thought.
It's so weird you mention this. I have V, Oxy and Mo. I thought these would do the job when the time came. Then I was listening to this radio show about euthanasia and terminally ill people. This man called in to day his terminally ill wife ended her life with an overdose of either mo or oxy. Cannot remember which. But it took her over ten hours to die - and she was ill! I found this both shocking and surprising and it to some extent upended my plans. I then out of interest and curiosity saw a thread on a question and answer website with someone asking how to obtain Fentanyl and the answer was there to see - telling the person which app to download, which person to contact. Of course, I did not believe this was legitimate, but was still interested to communicate with the person to try to work them out. I downloaded the app and communicated with him. He sounded legit, but who really knows. He listed the meds available, the strength, the amount and price ... but I backed out because I live in a country in which the import of this, I am certain is illegal, so forget the mental health professionals knocking on my door, I was more concerned about the police.
 
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a question, what would be the effect of an od of f in patch? would one fall asleep directly? or painful convultions? I said to myself that maybe the effect will be so intense that we will not feel any pain ... if people have opinions to give on the subject, it would be interesting to know
 
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