Hmmm. I think I'm doing pretty good right now. It's been 3 years since everyone turned their backs on me. I was still talking to them for like two of those years and I spent the last year or so focusing on myself. Sometimes I still feel really suicidal and I want to cut and do drugs but honestly I think I'm good enough to consider myself okay rn. Although I'd say I've been suicidal my whole life even before my ex and my best friends hurt me like that.
Me recupere haciendo el método Wim Hof puedes buscarlo en internet y tmb meditación aunque solo fue temporal recomiendo este año tuve una recaída por algo q me ocurrió te recomiendo que arranques por ahí pero la terapia es fundamental yo tarde mucho tiempo en darme cuenta que la necesitaba
Yeah, I think I might try again. I think I'll try to recover. I've given it some thought and it might be what's best. Granted it's gonna be super rough. Starting over again sucks, idk I'll try it. Hopefully I don't blow it again. Yeah I'm gonna self ban and move on.