Fyrinne

Fyrinne

Four of a Kind
Aug 11, 2018
67
I hate how futile this all is... I hate that I can't bring myself to do anything, to take any steps... I can't get a fucking gun, I can't hang myself... I'm just fucking stuck here and the whole fucking world sucks! I hate that I fucked up the one thing in it that was ever worth living for, and I can't FUCKING DIE!

I can't eat, I cry every day, I can barely get out of bed... JUST FUCKING LET ME DIE ALREADY! Why?! Why do I have to be here anymore...
 
Fyrinne

Fyrinne

Four of a Kind
Aug 11, 2018
67
Plenty of people here seem to at least have a plan in place. To be able to drive themselves to take the steps to do it... I can't...

I can't take a slow death, I just need a gun... An instant moment to just end it all...
 
Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
Plenty of people here seem to at least have a plan in place. To be able to drive themselves to take the steps to do it... I can't...

I can't take a slow death, I just need a gun... An instant moment to just end it all...
Yes, a lot of us have a plan in place, I agree. But making sure your plan works, whatever it may be, is a different story.
 
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shadow11

Wizard
Jul 31, 2018
620
I hate how futile this all is... I hate that I can't bring myself to do anything, to take any steps... I can't get a fucking gun, I can't hang myself... I'm just fucking stuck here and the whole fucking world sucks! I hate that I fucked up the one thing in it that was ever worth living for, and I can't FUCKING DIE!

I can't eat, I cry every day, I can barely get out of bed... JUST FUCKING LET ME DIE ALREADY! Why?! Why do I have to be here anymore...
Same way I feel
 
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Fyrinne

Fyrinne

Four of a Kind
Aug 11, 2018
67
well if you dont have the will then your not ready yet .When your ready for suicide you wont feel the fear,the fear means that theres something holding you back.

Bullshit! God, I fucking hate people who say this... It's just like the fucking people outside of this place! I thought I could fucking escape that stupid shit here...
 
hopeis5427

hopeis5427

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Aug 13, 2018
93
Bullshit! God, I fucking hate people who say this... It's just like the fucking people outside of this place! I thought I could fucking escape that stupid shit here...

i dont understand why i am being attacked like this.The reason why i said this is from my experience is because when i first thought of suicide i feelt fear but now that i am sure i feel calm.I meant no harm or anything mean.
 
Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
Bullshit! God, I fucking hate people who say this... It's just like the fucking people outside of this place! I thought I could fucking escape that stupid shit here...
Calm down bud. Everyone is entitled to their opinion. No reason to go bat shit crazy just because you disagree. We all hear shit we don't want to hear.
 
Fyrinne

Fyrinne

Four of a Kind
Aug 11, 2018
67
i dont understand why i am being attacked like this.The reason why i said this is from my experience is because when i first thought of suicide i feelt fear but now that i am sure i feel calm.I meant no harm or anything mean.

Turns out, you're not everyone else! Your experiences are not my experiences. Your reasons aren't my reasons, and the fact that people can't fucking see that is a big part of why most of us are here in the first place!
 
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Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
Well, I tried.....
 

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