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Help_Me

Help_Me

Gene pool mistake
Oct 21, 2018
546
Ok, I'll say this straight : I have a gf and I truly love her from the bottom of my heart. Yet, we never had a "love affair" and she is the primary reason i'll ctb
 
Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
625
Had only one in 3 decades. Used to be an extremely big issue for me. I'm indifferent to it now.. I've found other means to "solve the issue" and no longer yearn for a real relationship. I don't yearn for anything anymore really ... Just an end to all this.
 
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Throwaway563078

Experienced
Oct 6, 2018
273
Nothing at the moment, my ex is mentally ill (psychosis) and has f *** Islamic parents. That's not a good combination. I had fight three years for us.

Ugh, is she living with her parents or dependent on them?
 
your pathologist

your pathologist

¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Sep 5, 2018
516
Despite what the media says, women do not want the ‘nice guy’, they want a bad guy. Just like men like a bad girl, at least for sex anyway. Sex is much better with a bad girl, but making love is much better with a kind hearted girl with a good heart,

I left my ex of 6 years because he was a nice guy type for a bad guy type. I really regret doing it, because although I felt like he was a push over and I had this complex to talk down to him cuz hed never get defensive... he was also one of the most loving people I had ever found in my life. And I took that shit for granted.
 
Terminally drunk

Terminally drunk

Student
Aug 29, 2018
133
nope loves a mental illness in its self. i don't understand how people can dedicate there life's too someone else. i don't understand it. just natures way of trying to get humans to procreate. one night stands all the way. no attachment.
 
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okyeah

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Jul 20, 2018
425
I had one legit girlfriend for 1.5 years in college. She dumped me because love isn't real for me. I've had a couple flings up to this point and one more girl I actually liked and was compatible with but I wasn't good enough for her. All the more reason to kill myself.

I have become involuntarily celibate because my life is horrible (no friends, no life, no fun, just work) and no girl wants to be a part of that.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,136
I had a few. Only one real connection, though. The most wonderful person, funny, smart, everything. So beautiful, too. And she was also weird, and suicidal. I could talk freely to her about anything. I fucked it up a few months ago. She’s dating a girl now, but I’m happy for her. I’d have to ctb anyway, and she really deserves someone better than me.

Relationships are hard, and for me all but one weren’t worth it. But the right one can be magical...
 
BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
689
Partially joking but - what about lgbt?

I just commented on the 'boyfriend' thread two seconds ago.

Girls don't notice me because I look straight.... And the one girl who did notice me and I spent time with for several weeks decided to flirt with and kiss a guy at a Halloween party I took her to.

...so yeah, no luck with either gender. If I'm alive long enough to get a pet then I'll get a cat who might be the tiniest bit appreciative of me haha.
 
AndyCurious

AndyCurious

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Sep 13, 2018
708
I just commented on the 'boyfriend' thread two seconds ago.

Girls don't notice me because I look straight.... And the one girl who did notice me and I spent time with for several weeks decided to flirt with and kiss a guy at a Halloween party I took her to.

...so yeah, no luck with either gender. If I'm alive long enough to get a pet then I'll get a cat who might be the tiniest bit appreciative of me haha.
Oh no.. That's sad... I know the feeling though.. I don't have any luck with girls either, so I will just stay single.. At least I'm not bothering anyone being single... Hugs & peace ❤️ xxx
 
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est0091

Dead behind the eyes
Oct 26, 2018
32
I’ve had 3 girlfriends in my life.. I’m 27 now. I got dumped by all of them for not being good enough. The last one I had a child to, and when she dumped me she refused to let me see my kid.. Ongoing family court battles, legal fees over $60,000 Australian dollars.. part of the reason why I wanna ctb
 
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jaemus12

jaemus12

Earth’s Parasite
May 11, 2018
563
No girlfriend experience.

None for boyfriends either.
 
VincentValentine

VincentValentine

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Sep 27, 2018
145
How many guys on here have a girlfriend? I have never had one.

Good question. Only had one and the relationship was very brief and it was pure hell. I regret it. It was actually more of a bad fling that didn't work out rather than a proper relationship. I'm embarassed that the experience was part of my life now.

It sucks that some of us have no relationships at all or bad relationships while many people seemingly have great long lasting, trusting relationships based on respect and lots of fun with their partners. All this time I thought I would get that but it never happened. But it happened so easily for other men.

Aside from that no girlfriends. Alot of people don't understand it's hard for some men to get a girlfriend. People make it sound soo easy.

Also for me, the way it works out is the women that I like don't like me, and the women that like me, I don't like them. It's pretty much never a match.
 
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Dark Soul

Dark Soul

Member
Nov 4, 2018
27
Ugh, is she living with her parents or dependent on them?
She is 28 and lives with her parents. During the day in the clinic. Her parents wanted to marry her (not me!) The man ran away .. :) I'm not a Muslim, so not good enough for her parents...

I had an apartment for her 2017, a place in the day clinic in my city. I would have been at your side. Maybe someday married? I loved her, her illness would not have been a problem for me.

I hope your understand my bad english?
 
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Iwant2sleepforever

Iwant2sleepforever

Experienced
Sep 8, 2018
227
I never had one, I could have had one but I just make stupid mistakes. Honestly I’m trying to find one because I haven’t been AS suicidal as I was before I tried to CTB, and I don’t plan on killing myself for a long time. Having a girlfriend who cares about me will help a lot with my depression to a certain extent.