- Apr 3, 2018
I have an ma and still spent the past 3 years working 2 jobs 7 days a week. I have applied to over 2k places with no response. Every week it is some new emergency, car, have to move, hernia, sciatica pain, tooth out eat. My best friends used the crush that I had on a mutual friend to use me. It seems every step I take I end up being pun8shed with some major calamity most people deal with only once or twice a year. After years of this I'm burnt out. The only God who can exist is one who despises me and wants me dead. Why else the constant emergencies in every aspect of my life just non stop. God wants me to kill myself.