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Jul 14, 2018
IF things go well which at this point, they don't really look any different from the misery of the last 4 years.

The only reason I'm optimistic is first and foremost because there are young people my age to meet who I can make social connections and eventually get a job to get things like benzos, heroin, meth and make connections to get drugs from them.

The second reason is to repeat and perhaps get a degree in biomedical science. Want to combine in with cosmetic surgery (skin lightening, hair texture change, eye color change.


Aug 3, 2018
Bye then.
Please shut the door quietly on your way out.