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adam

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I am now getting on a bus(literally) and will be driving 5 hours to a small town that has a forest in it. I want to thank the wonderful community that extended my life for 2 years, if not for you - I would have been dead for sure. I want to ask all the participants that I could potentially offend-I'm not angry, just a little autistic person, it's true.

My method: SN.

Sorry for my bad English, I'm so lazy(and stupid) that I couldn't learn it to an acceptable level.
 
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Roseate

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Weird stupid question but uh why now? Why today?
 
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I wish you nothing but the best. I am so sorry for the monumental pain you must’ve had to endure to lead you to this point. I pray that your exit from this world is peaceful and devoid of suffering. You deserve to be free of any hurt in your final moments, just as you deserved to be free of any hurt in this life that has tragically failed you.

Much love to you, stranger. I may not know you personally, but we walk the same path. :heart:
 
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удачи тебе в твоём путешествии. надеюсь, всё у тебя пройдёт, как ты этого хочешь
 
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archduke

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I wish you a quick and easy release. I live in Canada and my plan is to drive up north - hours and hours away - go "missing"/lost and finally ctb. I hope you have found what you need... Your english is great btw
 
Thanatonaut

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I wish you peace, whatever you end up deciding.
 
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I have reached where I need to go and now I have a little time to answer. I want to say a big thank you to all of you for your wishes, I am very pleased to receive such support!
Roseate said:
Weird stupid question but uh why now? Why today?
bcs my day has come, I actually planned to finish it in May, but I didn't have time. I quit my job, I don't have much money to put off a date more.
this is just the beginning of the forest, a lot of insects...
it's also hot, so I might have to wait until tonight.

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Bedrock48

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What a beautiful place. If today's the day I wish you nothing but peace.
 
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Keep us updated as much as u can. I hope peaceful journey for u
 
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adam

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I'm afraid to wake up being eaten by mosquitoes, I wonder if SN will kill me before the mosquitoes bite me?
the question is certainly stupid but I really don't like insects very much, I've spent most of my life at home and there's no turning back.

in fact, there are not very many mosquitoes, but still plenty.

I think I'm asking too many questions, I'm sorry. in general, I found a great place and will sit here until 16:00, if during this time I do not see more than one stranger - I will drink SN, otherwise I will need to go deep into the forest.
 
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I am sorry for your pain
 
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ClairyFairy

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adam said:
in fact, there are not very many mosquitoes, but still plenty.
One mozzie is too many. I wish I could give you a big hug. I'd bring a citrus candle for you to keep the blood sucking vermin away x
 
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logan

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Maybe you can buy some insect repellent nearby. It's really very unpleasant.
Or you can enjoy nature a little longer and postpone your project.
 
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ClairyFairy

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adam said:
but I am very uncomfortable


I'm so cringe.
Don't do anything if you're not comfortable. It sounds lovely but you don't want to start off in discomfort.
You're not so cringe at all you're a beautiful soul. If there's anything that doesn't feel right it's maybe not your time x
 
ClairyFairy

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Don't apologies to anyone. The only person that matters here is you x
Can you just go back home?
 
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Curious89

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Take care and be safe

I hope life works out for you, please try your best to survive and be happy

If nothing works no matter how hard you try, I wish you a peaceful path whatever you choose
 
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adam said:
I have reached where I need to go and now I have a little time to answer. I want to say a big thank you to all of you for your wishes, I am very pleased to receive such support!

bcs my day has come, I actually planned to finish it in May, but I didn't have time. I quit my job, I don't have much money to put off a date more.
this is just the beginning of the forest, a lot of insects...
it's also hot, so I might have to wait until tonight.

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It's sad you have to go. You'll be missed.
 
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Its fine if it isn’t your time yet. If you do choose to leave this world then I wish you peace.
 
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ClairyFairy

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I'm sending you loads of love op
 
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