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M

midastic

Student
Sep 1, 2018
139
It's like nature is trying to prevent me from CTB

I had the whole house to myself which is rarity in itself then the left side of my gum since starts to hurt so fucking badly and I am like just scrawling in pain all because some stupid wisdom teeth comes in and makes the pain worse mentally and physically. There's no way I want to CTB with that type of pain, I want my CTB to be painless (except the pain that will arise from the method in itself of course). But the fact that this happened right when I had the perfect opportunity to CTB just pisses me off. Looks like I am gonna have to wait after visiting a dentist and getting rid of that wisdom teeth which in itself could take a month. Now I have to deal physical and mental pain along with the stress that comes from school.

At least that gives me more time to reflect on some things.