Would you get your hair done before CTB or not bother? :

  • Get hair done

    Votes: 3 42.9%
  • Don't bother

    Votes: 4 57.1%

  • Total voters


Jul 1, 2020
I've been wanting to cut my hair for a while, for physical and mental reasons. I was terrified to get my hair cut. Didn't even want to lose a millimeter. And then I decided on a style and recently picked a different one I like better.
My suicidal feelings came back but I was still pushing through. The last few days..... I don't know why I'm trying anymore. I just want to lay here and whither away. I still want to get my hair cut/dyed for me but its going to take a few weeks.
The last time I dyed my hair I was ecstatic. It would be nice to die loving at least a small part of me (watch the cut fail and I have to wear a hat) but living sucks so much that staying for hair seems stupid. So I figured I'd get your opinion. And please don't worry about selecting don't bother if that's your choice, I'm not going to take this poll as "kms now" but more as something to think about.
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