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Hate hate hate bring awake!
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If I could sleep my whole life away I would. I quit my job back in November and the worse part of it is being awake! I love my sleep sessions. I have a newer bed that I like a decent pillow a fan a fake fireplace heater and a cheap sleeping machine that makes nature sounds and stuff I can use to block out noise. And I'm a dreamer I have the craziest dreams and I dream every time I fall asleep. there's been only one single time in my life that I woke up and didn't remember having a dream. I also get attacked by demons in my room from time to time but that's another post
Agreed. Sometimes I like to imagine I am just slipping away into death as I fall asleep.... it’s comforting. Like to imagine the next breath is never going to come, won’t feel that next heart beat .... just going to be done and comfy in my bed..... no more struggling.... no suicide and no pain.