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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
619
Doesn’t seem like an ideal place to meet someone for obvious reasons but I have seen a thread or two where people talk about meeting their online partners here. Not like pact partner but an actual romantic partner. Every time I hear of that, I’m dumbfounded.

I wouldn’t want it myself, it would just give me the illusion of something to live for when I know damn well I’m done.
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
619
I suppose we will need a flower girl/boy.
 
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DeletedUser4739

Guest
Doesn’t seem like an ideal place to meet someone for obvious reasons but I have seen a thread or two where people talk about meeting their online partners here. Not like pact partner but an actual romantic partner. Every time I hear of that, I’m dumbfounded.

I wouldn’t want it myself, it would just give me the illusion of something to live for when I know damn well I’m done.
Same here. I don't believe I even have the emotional strength to fall in love, let alone maintain a relationship. I've been a sexual for years now, and that's helped to simplify some things.
 
BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
Same here. I don't believe I even have the emotional strength to fall in love, let alone maintain a relationship. I've been a sexual for years now, and that's helped to simplify some things.

That's a good way to describe me as well. I feel shame over this and guilt but it's honest, I've never known how to stay in love after falling in love with someone. There's a chance I cannot love at all, and just feel infatuation and a sort of fetishizing. Still, despite this, often I've felt the victim in most if not all breakups in some way. But I've realized I lack a depth people in long term committed relationships seem to have. I thought I had it one time. Sometimes I think I'm woke to true human nature and people who fall and stay in love are delusional to biology and evolution, but other times I think I'm the dysfunctional/broken one.

Same here. I don't believe I even have the emotional strength to fall in love, let alone maintain a relationship. I've been a sexual for years now, and that's helped to simplify some things.
I think I've been much the same. I sometimes even wonder if I have the capacity to truly love or maintain a relationship, much less really want one. I never really know what I want long term it seems. I get infatuated but long term commitment and love is not something I have been able to do it seems.
 
RM5998

RM5998

Sack of Meat
Sep 3, 2018
2,206
Same here. I don't believe I even have the emotional strength to fall in love, let alone maintain a relationship. I've been a sexual for years now, and that's helped to simplify some things.

That makes two of us. However, I'm not aromantic, so it is a possibility, so...

But then, the only person I've ever loved is out of reach. So, it's going to take a lot for me to find someone else to have another unrequited crush on (because I'm a spineless piece of shit).
 
RM5998

RM5998

Sack of Meat
Sep 3, 2018
2,206
I think it would be cute if two users fell in love and made eachother happy enough to keep on living for eachother UwU

That would be - in a way - a pretty bad codependent relationship. It's likely to be dependent on the idea that they will tolerate life together, and that's shaky at best. If one party decided to ctb at some point, it's going to be really rough on the one left behind.
 
Pointlessabyss

Pointlessabyss

Impulse will takeover one day...
Sep 17, 2018
294
And what would that be
Suppose it is like in real life in a way that people can hide what they want. Just saying it’s a lot easier to do it over the internet than in person... least in person you can judge on their interactions / body expressions.

Online people just fall for an idea or like a picture of what that person paints.
 
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Ben

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Sep 12, 2018
785
The level of emotional connection you automatically have with another person who wants to KTB is astounding. I totally understand people falling in love here. This site is for many, myself included, the first time they have been accepted for who they are, and what they are feeling.
 
weedoge

weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
1,528
Seems like a bad idea to rush into anything like that with somebody from here.. But I'm pretty cynical I hope y'all find what you're looking for...
I'm aware of a decent handful of members who've felt the need to leave the forum due to some interaction they had with somebody else.
 
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