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Kim

Kim

Daydreamer
Sep 18, 2018
148
I took them 3 times I at high dosage and about several month low dosage.

They helped me a lot. I got another perspective on my life... changed things. Before the shroomes I would never have changes my life this way...
And they helped me to get over my depression too.
If you have anxiety for the trip you can take low dosage every 2 or 3 days.

Good luck for your trip
 
Rollo

Rollo

No pasaran
Aug 13, 2018
460
Oh yeah, multiple times, low to average doses. Although when trip hits you it's anything but average, even with average dose. Personally in terms of self help, of achieving clarity, I valued solo weed trips above shroom trips solo or no solo. Can't really say shrooms made any major contribution to my spiritual path, although trips themselves were awesome and profound. It's just now I know how and where they took me.
 
Duqu

Duqu

Curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!
Aug 27, 2018
450
I would love to try low-dose shrooms to see if I can re-vamp some of this depression but I haven't the slightest clue how to get them and I'm afraid of it showing up on a UA (I get random ones because I take adderall from one doctor and opioids from another).
 
Rollo

Rollo

No pasaran
Aug 13, 2018
460
I would love to try low-dose shrooms to see if I can re-vamp some of this depression but I haven't the slightest clue how to get them and I'm afraid of it showing up on a UA (I get random ones because I take adderall from one doctor and opioids from another).

As far as them showing up on your tests - it's your take. As far as how to get them - either pick wild or grow from spores. Once you obtain spores growing is pretty easy imo. Easier and more clandestine than pot - that's for sure. I used brown rice flour cake method ("PF tek") - easiest one. You can google shroomery - they have the info.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/PF_Tek
 
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TheFool

TheFool

Member
Oct 19, 2018
83
I've not tried actual mushrooms, but I have tried 4-AcO-DMT which is chemically very similar to psilocybin (the active ingredient in mushrooms). Depending on where you live it should be legal (I live in the US, and it ships from Canada). The website is Lysergi.com. You do have to use cryptocurrency to buy it but it's a totally legitimate business. They sell everything as "research chemicals", "not for human consumption", which is how they can get around the laws. I've also bought 1P-LSD on there, which is almost indistinguishable from actual LSD. There are a lot of other compounds on there too but those are the ones I've tried and can vouch for.
 
TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,475
Nope I considered it back when I was 16 because my friends spoke highly of schrooms but due to my major depression and suicidal thought I thought it would be wiser not to try psychedelics. I am now 24yo and I am starting to consider trying LSD to see if a psychedelic can change my perception of life since I have tried everything else plus I have just bitcoins enough to buy a blotter from the deep web (money I have left from a previous purchase) so I might go for it even though I am well aware that a single dose of 100-120mcg probably won´t give any profound new realization on life but then again I am very sensitive to ALL drugs I have ever tried.
 
Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,142
Yes took a large dose 2 times. Smaller doses several other times.

Large dose is insane, crazy visuals, everything looks plastic and arranged geometrically- for example looking at grass it all looks extremely organized in geometric patterns, street lights radiating looks almost solid like flowers, looking at self in mirror is terrifying, can see veins all over self and face distorted, audio sounds crazy - repetitive coming at you from all sides cannot tell source sound, hallucinatory sound always surging like moving forward and backward, extremes of emotion happy and hollow & drained. Haulucinating shadows of people moving through doorways & around corners. Also periods of amnesia like you can’t remember parts of normal life, sense of time distorted.

Smaller doses are relaxing. Like you can sit outside and just experience the sound & breeze. Some changes to the way you see color and hear sound. Depth perception different.
 
Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,142
After the trip I felt depression like completely drained but it passes. Shrooms is an incredibly emotional experience much more so than LSD. If you are having problems in your life I don’t recommend them because you will be absolutely overwhelmed by them and have a nightmarish period to the trip. Amazing experience but I don’t think I’d take them in the mentally fucked state I’m now in.
 
Rollo

Rollo

No pasaran
Aug 13, 2018
460
for example looking at grass it all looks extremely organized in geometric patterns

Yeah and it's not only grass - I saw these patterns everywhere, moving and pulsing slowly. They look exactly like the type of stuff Azrecs drew so I think Aztecs took inspiration from shroom trips.
 
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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,142
Yeah and it's not only grass - I saw these patterns everywhere, moving and pulsing slowly. They look exactly like the type of stuff Azrecs drew so I think Aztecs took inspiration from shroom trips.
Exactly. I remember having that thought about Aztec art as well. I saw it in the veins of my wrist.
 
Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,131
I took shrooms a few times when I was younger, I remember it being fun. Bought them again about 12 years ago from a shop and enjoyed it.
Took LSD on several occasions when younger and had a few nightmarish trips, I don't think I should have ever taken acid as its maybe done some damage. I'm skeptical about it being used to treat depression though Cary Grant and others went through LSD therapy.
https://www.theguardian.com/film/20...in-tinseltown-changed-my-life-lsd-documentary
 
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