- Nov 16, 2020
To recover, to get better, I would need constant support, emotional support, therapy, medications, and probably a myriad of other things... All of which seem to cost money. And everything is a vicious cycle. I need money for help. I need a job for money. I can't get a job as I'm so depressed and self conscious. I have more than a couple of issues I need to address. And it's all so overwhelming. And I can't get the help I need, to recover, due to not being able to afford it. It's all a nightmare. This life is a nightmare. A revolving door of nightmares, one after the other. So what do I do? And I have a daughter whom I want to get better for, but my heart and my mind and body make it impossible! I'm hopeless. I don't think I will make it to the end of the year at this rate.