- Jun 19, 2022
Just wondering what others think-I know it varies. I take things really really badly especially death so I think I grieve a lot more than most. Of course it depends how close you were to a person as well. We lost my grandmother a few months ago and I took it 10x worse than my mum did. I know she'll be upset at my death but she's not one to dwell on things, I doubt she'll give it a lot of thought really. I can't imagine her being like some of these other parents and playing the blame game (although she literally knows how I feel and have felt for many years so she knows no one has encouraged me in any way). I didn't wanna CTB whilst my grandmother was still alive, I think she would've taken it badly (I hid my depression from her for the most part) and I would feel bad doing it. My mum never shows any emotions she's literally the polar opposite of me and she loves life so she'll just go on living it no matter what life throws at her. I can't be that person.