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There were times when I drank very often and a lot.
At some point, however, it became too much for me and then it hardly had a positive effect.
Now I don't drink at all anymore. That doesn't solve my problems - but at least it doesn't cause any more ...
Often. But when I get drunk I always decide to start throwing back half a bottle of vodka and half a bottle of whiskey until I'm blackout drunk and I always wake up to find I've said or done something beyond stupid. Then I feel like I just came back from mars.
I want to get black-out drunk in the future. The prospect of not feeling or remembering anything has always enticed me. The less of a time spent consciously perceiving this reality is less time spent unnecessarily suffering.