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mouseteeth

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Dec 2, 2019
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Running out of time to ever meet someone and have children. Realizing it'll never happen. I'm worthless.
 
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OneBigBlur

Experienced
Nov 30, 2019
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29.
Running out of time to ever meet someone and have children. Realizing it'll never happen. I'm worthless.

29 club ;-;

I've long given up meeting anyone. Nobody wants you if you're defective, they pick someone that isn't broken. It's heartbreaking but it's reality for me. This quote sums it up well:

“If you’re born a human oddity,” says the introductory chapter of Very Special People, “every day of your life, starting in infancy, you are made aware that you are not as others are.” When you get older, it continues, things are likely to get worse. “You may hide from the world,” advises the book, “to avoid the punishment it inflicts on those who differ from the rest in mind or body.”
 
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passenger27

passenger27

In my beginning is my end.
Aug 25, 2019
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48 not-so-great years dead.
 
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Mizzmini45

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2019
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I know, it's crazy. But it's actually not surprising to me. My family has a huge history of heart issues on both sides. My cousin just passed away at 36 from an enlarged heart. My grandpa's brother died at 17 from a heart attack.

I thought if I didn't smoke or drink I'd be safe from it, but I guess not!
It’s sick but I’m kinda jealous of those that die young like this. If I knew I had a guaranteed death by 35 or 36 I would be so relieved . I don’t wanna even talk like this because I know a lot of people are struggling with health issues .
 
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FuneralCry

Wish that I was gone.
Sep 24, 2020
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21. I feel like I have existed for far too long at this point and it’s so horrifying the thought that if I don’t ctb this life could go on for many more decades.
 
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