ForestDuck

ForestDuck

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Jul 11, 2018
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I've ordered my N, and waiting for it to arrive so I can leave this earth. But I work 5 days a week in a shitty job I did a degree for. The pain of waking up early and going there is like I'm already in hell. During my breaks I go on this site, read about suicide and think of suicide thoughts.

I've just thought of a new quote..
" We work all our lives, just to die in the end"

How do you manage each day?
 
Jerryman

Jerryman

Member
Jul 19, 2018
93
My problem also, it's worn really thin I'm so bored of the system, repeat the same week a thousand times. Change job you say? Repeat new week a thousand times. My 40's are going to be painful. 50's with retirement in sight it might feel a bit better knowing not long now.
 
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comfortablydumb

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Jun 19, 2018
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[QUOTE="ForestDuck, post: 25251, member: 1168"But I work 5 days a week in a shitty job I did a degree for.[/QUOTE]

Just out of curiosity, what's the degree and job?
 
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creatureoflight

Mage
Jul 27, 2018
531
if you have ordered N and are so miserable at your job, why don't you just quit? Maybe having a few weeks off will let you at least have some fun instead of working at a job you hate?? Or do you need the money to pay some urgent bills?
Honestly, if I were to end it all in the next 5 weeks I would absolutely quit my job as I wouldn't waste another second of my life working. I would go and have some fun for a change
 
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ForestDuck

ForestDuck

Member
Jul 11, 2018
45
if you have ordered N and are so miserable at your job, why don't you just quit? Maybe having a few weeks off will let you at least have some fun instead of working at a job you hate?? Or do you need the money to pay some urgent bills?
Honestly, if I were to end it all in the next 5 weeks I would absolutely quit my job as I wouldn't waste another second of my life working. I would go and have some fun for a change

I wish I could, but there's no guarantee of receiving the N.. Also I have mounted alot of debt which I have to pay each month so I have no money to live on if I quit. But I do plan on quitting if I do receive it.
 
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creatureoflight

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Jul 27, 2018
531
I wish I could, but there's no guarantee of receiving the N.. Also I have mounted alot of debt which I have to pay each month so I have no money to live on if I quit. But I do plan on quitting if I do receive it.
yeah, I feel you on that.
Anyway, sorry to hear that your job sucks.
 
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Dip

Student
Jul 27, 2018
171
Have you thought about a simpler or cheaper method?