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I don't suffer from seizures, which is what Dilantin is for. How would I convince my doctor in South Africa to prescribe me Phenytoin (Dilantin or whatever the South African version is)? Has anyone else been successful in acquiring it, if yes, how? I need it to potentiate my N as I think too much alcohol has passed through my liver. I don't want to risk extended coma.
 
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I don't suffer from seizures, which is what Dilantin is for. How would I convince my doctor in South Africa to prescribe me Phenytoin (Dilantin or whatever the South African version is)? Has anyone else been successful in acquiring it, if yes, how? I need it to potentiate my N as I think too much alcohol has passed through my liver. I don't want to risk extended coma.
N is enough, don't risk getting caught, especially if you have more than 10 grams of pentobarbital.
 
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If you’re not found and given medical intervention you’ll still die. All the cases of assisted death with extended coma still die.
 
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You get it off the Indian pharmacy websites.
Do you think they'd deliver to South Africa? Do you know If they are reliable? Could I possibly PM you to ask for a link or two?
N is enough, don't risk getting caught, especially if you have more than 10 grams of pentobarbital.
Caught for what, possessing N or for trying to get Dilantin?

I'm not worried about being caught since nobody in real life knows I have N (all 12gms haha). It's also extremely well hidden, not stored where I live, so even if the PoPo stomped in here with a warrant, I'd be all good..

I'm a heavy marijuana user (vape every evening to fall sleep), daily benzodiazepine user for anxiety, and get drunk once a week. Do you still think I'll be fine without Dilantin?
If you’re not found and given medical intervention you’ll still die. All the cases of assisted death with extended coma still die.
I understand that, but the thought of being in an extended coma scares me for many reasons and I'd like to prevent it. That's what Dilantin is for, to prevent the small chance of an extended coma during the use of N (if I'm not mistaken)

Also, even though I'm taking the necessary precautions not to be found by going to a hotel room for 3 days - there is still a small chance, and the chances of being found alive are higher if extended coma occurs. I would take comfort if I knew for definite that I'd be dead in less than 1 hour. And that about sums up why I want Dilantin
 
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Do you think they'd deliver to South Africa? Do you know If they are reliable? Could I possibly PM you to ask for a link or two?

Caught for what, possessing N or for trying to get Dilantin?

I'm not worried about being caught since nobody in real life knows I have N (all 12gms haha). It's also extremely well hidden, not stored where I live, so even if the PoPo stomped in here with a warrant, I'd be all good..

I'm a heavy marijuana user (vape every evening to fall sleep), daily benzodiazepine user for anxiety, and get drunk once a week. Do you still think I'll be fine without Dilantin?

I understand that, but the thought of being in an extended coma scares me for many reasons and I'd like to prevent it. That's what Dilantin is for, to prevent the small chance of an extended coma during the use of N (if I'm not mistaken)

Also, even though I'm taking the necessary precautions not to be found by going to a hotel room for 3 days - there is still a small chance, and the chances of being found alive are higher if extended coma occurs. I would take comfort if I knew for definite that I'd be dead in less than 1 hour. And that about sums up why I want Dilantin
Benzos are potentiators too, but you have to go cold turkey for a while to increase the chance of getting respiratory depression after N. Personally, I would stop taking Benzos for at least 2 months before CTB.
 
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Benzos are potentiators too, but you have to go cold turkey for a while to increase the chance of getting respiratory depression after N. Personally, I would stop taking Benzos for at least 2 months before CTB.
Good to know! I will do that. Being off benzodiazepines for 2 months will be torture but I'll do it. Do you think I should cut out the weed and drink less alcohol too?
I'm still upset that I can't get Dilantin.
 
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Good to know! I will do that. Being off benzodiazepines for 2 months will be torture but I'll do it. Do you think I should cut out the weed and drink less alcohol too?
I'm still upset that I can't get Dilantin.
You definitely should stop drinking, weed doesnt have an impact on N from what I recall
 
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Good to know! I will do that. Being off benzodiazepines for 2 months will be torture but I'll do it. Do you think I should cut out the weed and drink less alcohol too?
I'm still upset that I can't get Dilantin.
I would personally stay away from everything that affects my GABA receptors to induce respiratory depression easier. N is enough. If you take Benzos before N you may loose concentration and fail it. After N, you may not have the time to get them. In any case, they are not a necessary supplement.
 
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I would personally stay away from everything that affects my GABA receptors to induce respiratory depression easier. N is enough. If you take Benzos before N you may loose concentration and fail it. After N, you may not have the time to get them. In any case, they are not a necessary supplement.
That's so difficult for me but I will have to just do it (staying off everything that affects GABA). Thanks for your help.
 
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That's so difficult for me but I will have to just do it (staying off everything that affects GABA). Thanks for your help.
These are written more or less in Peaceful Pill Handbook. Just make sure CTB is what you want, based on your philosophical beliefs about life quality and meaningful existence. I wish I could talk more openly about methods, as governments are trying to make such discussions illegal. As if ending up injured or paralysed from uninformed suicide is a better outcome than death.
 
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These are written more or less in Peaceful Pill Handbook. Just make sure CTB is what you want, based on your philosophical beliefs about life quality and meaningful existence. I wish I could talk more openly about methods, as governments are trying to make such discussions illegal. As if ending up injured or paralysed from uninformed suicide is a better outcome than death.
Yeah I did see something like that in the PPEH. Oh yes, it is absolutely what I want. I have strongly considered CTB for over 10years, and since 2020 I've been 100% sure of my choice to leave. That's two years of waking up every single day and consistently thinking "All I want to do is die". But I only acquired my means this year. Took lots of saving and a loan.

I've never been cut out for this shit-show called 'life'. Nothing about it makes me want to stay. Nothing.